Thursday, May 27, 2010

Compactor

At work bringing my trash to the back as i went looking for my phone when i heard it ring. I looked all around for it and couldn't find it. Finally i focused to the sound and see it at the top of the compactor. I tried reaching for it and couldn't get it so i climbed up the compactor to get it. I grabbed my phone and it stopped ringing next thing i knew someone pushed me inside. I hit my head really hard i can feel the warm blood running down the side of my head as it soaks my hair next thing i knew i heard the compactor running i looked up the compactor was running down on me.

Friday, May 21, 2010

My last flight

On the plane looking out the window as the soft cloud passes my view opening the path to the sunlight rising up above the cloud as it was swimming in a lake of mist. I closed my eyes till the plane landed.

I picked up the phone and headed out of the gate way as he ran up to me we hugged each other tight and didn't want to let go. We walked to his car and drove on back to his house a his roommates greeted me warmly. After a little chit chat I went and took a shower. As i soaked myself in the warm water i stood there trying to drain away my exhaustion from the trip. I closed my eyes letting the water run down my body as my hands rub the soap all over hoping to wash away the sweat from the trip. As I try to reach my back my arms got tired so i stopped and stood there for a little suddenly I felt those gentle hands rubbing my back and shoulders.

After the shower I went to lay down as he held me tight and fell asleep. Waking up, I got dressed in a short white dress with white boots hair up makeup on. Walked out of the bathroom and there he was dressed up in a tuxedo... tall and handsome as can be with his pretty hair. I smiled and blushed when he caught me starring. He stood there for a while starring at me as I was embarrassed he walked up to me and held me close whispered in my ears the most beautiful things that was so soothing I couldn't remember what it was because it melted as it reached me...

He opened the door to his car as i entered it and there was a little box sitting next to my seat i picked it up and there was a note

May this bring a smile to your beautiful face.

I smiled as he entered the car and looked at me reached over and kissed me.

Open it

I looked at him and smiled but held it in my hand. He looks at me and took it out of my hand

May I?

Um... sure

He opened it and pulled out a plain band a ring. It was beautiful. Not big but to me it didn't count. Just getting me something made me smile. He put it on me and kissed my hand as he start the car and we drove off. We stopped at a restaurant and entered as our friend was standing there with his bride greeting us as we walked in. So much to say but it was his wedding so we walked on in as he greeted others. Hand in hand we walked to our table which was reserved by our friend to sit with him. We sat down as he kept looking at me. A song came up for the bride and groom to dance as they danced we watched them happy together. Then he stood up and asked for my hand i gave him my hand as he lead me to the dance floor. We danced to this slow song that was so beautiful. I leaned my head on his shoulder as he leads my foot steps down the path side by side with him all the way to the end of the song. The song ended i looked up at him and he kissed me passionately. Then suddenly i felt a nudge. We stopped kissing and looked over there was the groom nudging us to sit down. I was so embarrassed and walked back fast to my table as him and the groom laughed.

Next thing i knew it was time to fly home. We said our goodbye at the airport and I walked through that gate rubbing onto the ring that he himself picked out and put on for me. I sat in my seat as the plane took off. Not long after that the plane started shaking I opened my eyes and the plane was falling apart. I couldn't breathe loosing oxygen up high... I turned on my phone as I did a speed dial...

And I woke up to an Asthma attack.

Monday, May 17, 2010

End Of The World?

Seems as if we were on a tour somewhere very strange yet beautiful. The old buildings the old walk ways strange vehicles. Me and 7 other people and a baby 2 other girls and 5 guys were just walking along till we see the other group of people we were to meet up. They waved at us as we approached them a big truck with a cage opened top drives by then suddenly a huge wind blows the truck over crushed at least 5 people everyone was shocked I closed my eyes and held my baby tight. The wind blows again the truck is now upside down with the friends that are left alive in there. We all ran to them trying to get them out as others mourn the others that are dead. We all tried to get our friends loose and Kris's leg got caught on the wire of the truck and fell down into the blood and guts that are on the floor. As Kira and Shyla help him up.

People were screaming and running everywhere as the howling wind comes by again. The people in the truck started shaking really bad and fell to the floor as if they were having seizures. Their body started breaking out pus started coming out of their body as we back up and watch insects started leaving their body heading towards us. Nik grabbed my hand and pulled me away from them and yelled

Everyone get away from the truck now lets go we have to go!

We all started moving as Shyla and Kira helped Kris get up. We start running faster passing a trash compacter thats left open. Shyla and Kira stopped with Kris.

You guys go first i'm a nurse i can help him. We will catch up.

I stopped and looked at Nik not wanting to leave our friends behind.

We have to go at least for the baby.

I looked back at my friends and they waved me good bye. We ran off. The water started rising as tornadoes were tearing up the place. We ran up the hill up to a farm. As high as we can get we stopped looking down at the city. It was destroyed and flooded under water. We go to the house and looks as if people left in a rush their meals were still warm. I walked inside to look for a bed to lay the baby down as i laid her down i covered her up and gave her a kiss. Walked back out and everyone was sitting their confused to what happened.

We need to go out there and help them. They need help.

Michael took his gun out and pointed at me.

No darling you aint going nowhere.

Nik points his gun at Michaels head.

Lets see whose bullet goes faster.

Michael held his hand up and backed down as Nik grabbed his gun and kept it.

Where did you guys get the gun?

I asked and looked at them. Michael walks away. Nik looks at me and gave me a smirk.

Can never be too careful. Arent you glad I carry a gun?

Angry at him but yes I was glad. The baby started crying so we ran in as I picked her up she stopped crying. I held her tight closing my eyes wish this was a dream and to wake up. I started hearing Michael yell outside.

We ran out to the living room and there were Shyla, Kira and Kris. Kris look so badly injured as Stephen and Markus comes over to help Kris in. Michael walks to the corner swearing up and down at everyone.

You stupid idiots. We don't even know what he got! Hes gonna die like them and you take him in here? Where we're safe???

Nik pulls his gun out and shoots at Michael's leg.

Shut the fuck up or next bullet wont miss.

Michael shock and shuts up sitting there quietly as he shakes.

Kris's body starts to break out.

And I woke up.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

You missed my messages...

Dialing your number as i wait patiently but you never picked up. I sat there texting you worried yet mad for not getting a response. i call you again and again still nothing... Worried, sad, anger... missing you... all mix in together wasn't a good feeling... I threw my phone to the wall and it broke into pieces as I laid there and looked at the wall where i threw my phone.

The wall was bleeding. I stood up and came closer to it looked at the wall then looked at the phone. The phone was covered in blood I held it up and turned it around in a blink of an I eye was a heart... a humans heart beating fast then i started having a hard time breathing... i held my chest just to find out that was my heart that was ripped out of my chest... I fell to the floor gasping for air...

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Cold and lonely...

Walking down the cold dark lonely street as I stop by the lake. Thinking about the moments we spent together enough to fill our hearts.

Distance in mentally or physically can hurt so much but then again can make us stronger. Sitting there on the park bench just looking out at the lake you walked over and sat down next to me. I looked over and looked back out to the lake. You run your arms around me as I lay my head on your shoulder. The silence of that moment says so much when we can hear each others heart beat. You held me to sit up and lifted my chin facing you as I closed my eyes waiting for that kiss i long... the wind rushed pass as I opened my eyes... You were gone... I sat there alone and cold as I look out to the lake once again tears falling down my face...

Woke up to turn around for my blanket with tears rolling down my face...

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Her Grave Site

Walking towards her grave every step was heavy and hurt as I made my way to her. I sat down right next to her grave and started telling her how much I am very sorry for not being the mother I was suppose to be. I tried but I didn't try hard enough I could of been a better mother but I wasn't...

I heard a noise a squeaking noise the sound of the toys she loved the most that I burred with her. I looked up and there she was just playing with her toy on the green grass by the flower pot... She was painless... then she stopped and looked at me... He eyes... there was sadness in them... I don't want her to be sad... That's not even the last thing i want for her... Am I making her sad... I reached out to her she ran to me and before i could touch her I woke up... Tears falling none stop as if the pipe was broken... I thought i was drained out of tears but it just seems to be no ending...

Thursday, May 6, 2010

She's an Angel

Putting up merchandise at work till I saw Tia running to me i bent down and held her in my arms as she licks me and jumps around happily. She then darts off away from me as I call for her she turned around once looked at me and ran off. I ran after her none stop till the lights in the entire building turned off. It was pitch black...

I kept calling for her as I kept walking. I stopped and fell to my knees crying out for her then the lights turned on. I looked up and there she was laying there on the floor... lifeless... I ran to her and held her in my arms rocking and singing to her as she gasped for her last breathe... Her body started to evaporate into the air as a gold mist... a bright light shined down on the mist as it got sucked into the air... She's in a better place now...

Woke up devastated but knowing she's in a better place... thats all I wanted...

Monday, May 3, 2010

My beloved Tia

I woke up to a little tumble on my bed swarming around till it stopped at my chest. I lifted up the blanket and there was my baby girl little Tia. She laid on my chest fast to sleep as I pet her till I can no longer remember how long it was.

Laying there feel cold wondering why it is cold. I opened my eyes and lift the blanket it... She was gone... Tia passed away in my arms... I woke up crying...

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Cold Breeze

Woke up to a loud noise outside I dashed to the window to figure out what it is and there was nothing and nobody outside. I sat down Still looking out the window as the wind blows in a cold breeze giving me the chills as I can see my own breath. I hold myself as the room iced up my body seem to be stiff as I looked up a cloudy white figure of a lady stood in front of me as I froze up.