What happened to your promise...?

I opened my eyes and moved my hand as it slowly glides above the wet grass of morning mist. The sun coming through the leafs of the trees I rolled over to my side to sit up and maybe I sat up too fast but there where sparks everywhere around me. It was beautiful I looked around me and there was a pond an amazingly beautiful one as you can see sparkles like glitter dancing upon the water.

I stood up and walked over to the pond and sat down as I look at myself in it. But... I saw nothing. I reached my hand into the water and scooped a hand full of water as it slowly drains from my hands down to my elbow I quickly take a sip of it. It felt refreshing as I splashed the rest of it on my face. I reached back down again for another scoop and there I was, my reflection. I look closer and realized the scars on my face. My skin was ruined with big scars across my face. I sat there as i trace the scars with my finger feeling the pain as if they were new wounds... then suddenly...

I can hear a a piano playing from a distance. Just listening to it made me feel like a soothing voice speaking to me calling me to come closer. It made me forget the pain I felt from the scars... I stood up and headed towards the soothing sound as I reached a meadow...

There you were sitting there as the sunlight comes down on you as if it was a movie, an anime or one of those Disney cartoons those fairy tales... It was so dreamy. I walked over and stood by the Piano as your eyes were closed playing the Piano as if you played with your heart. I looked at the piano and saw my reflection the scars were gone...

As I was still wondering where my scars were I didn't realize when you stopped playing. You reached for my hand and pulled me into your lap as you lay your gentle lips on mine kissing me passionately.

I will never leave you no matter what happens.

You said as your lips were still partially on mine. I kissed you again as I whisper gasping for air cause you take my breath away

What if I become ugly one day... Will you still love me?

You opened your eyes and looked into mine

I will never leave you no matter what happened. Its whats inside you that I love not how you look. Your look is just a plus but your heart is gold, it's what I treasure.

I sat up and leaned on your shoulder as I lay my hand on the piano.

Play me another song... from your heart.

You started to play a beautiful song, I can feel my heart beating to the beat as I close my eyes moving to the song. I started feeling the pain on my face I panicked and looked into the Piano for my reflection and there they were my scars... all over my face...

Do you promise?

You stopped playing and asked as I dive my face into the palm of my hands. I stood up

Promise what?

That you wont leave me no matter what happens...?

I promise.

I raised my face up with the salty tears running down my face burning my pain even more. I turned around and looked at you. You looked at me shocked as you stood up too and slowly backed up

But... you promised...

You kept moving backwards...

I'm... I'm... sorry... I can't...

You turned around and ran off into the woods. I ran after you in tears. I kept running and running and finally i reached an edge of a cliff... I cried thinking of your face... the face you had when you looked at me and ran off as if you saw a monster... I stood up and looked up at the sky and smile as I dived down in the deep cliff with no bottom...

The Pond Of Sadness

We stood there by the big oak tree as he looks far in the distance with those sad eyes wanting to touch his face and wipe away those sadness that indented in his face as a print of an agony painting dripping of sorrow. He started to walk and I walked right beside him quietly... as memories flooded my mind of him and I laying there below the tree talking happily...

We started to walk by a house as he stopped and touched the wall and had a very sad smile on his face even though it was just a glance I can tell it was good memories he had here. I stood next to him as I reached up to the wall myself and I can feel his pain his sorrow... and all our memories collapsed on me in this house... it was ours. Memories all coming back to me as if I was there right now in his arms... but I'm not. I'm just right next to him as he walks away sadly... I ask myself... why is he so sad. why can't i put myself to hold his hand... touch him... feel him... But instead I walk beside him sadly. I want to comfort him... but something makes me sadly walk beside him watch him as he slowly seem to die in pain...

He moves on as time flies I never noticed but we moved so fast as if we just kept moving from room to room with a different scene of a sad movie. We reached a Pond when I started to feel pain all over my body. I panicked and looked at him for help when I noticed tears were falling from his beautiful sad face. I tried to reach for him as he fell to the floor... There were no memories I could see here at this pond... but pain... the pain ripping my body apart I held myself shaking as i fell to the ground. He called my name... I hear echos of him screaming my name I looked up as he slowly walks into the water. I stood up fast and ran to him trying to stop him but i ran right through him. In shock... I fell into the water and as i fell down I went straight to the bottom and memories came fast as a flow down the river...

The memories were him and I, walking to this Pond as I saw a beautiful Lotus (cause its my name) and wanted it but I couldn't reach it he reached in for me and got me one as he laid a kiss on my forehead. I was greedy and reached down for more he tried to pull me back but by time i noticed I saw these yellow eyes down below in the water it came up to me fast a big alligator snatched my arm and pulled me down oh the pain seemed so painful and real. It pulled me down as it threw me back and forth breaking my bones in my body. I can still see him screaming for help jumping in as he tries to release me... after all that all I can remember and see was my body broken as I laid in him arms... he also had blood all over him crying in pain as he cried screaming my name...

The memories stopped there. I stood up and looked at him as he slowly walks into the pond. I cried and called his name and he stopped and looked around

Mya?

I walked to him and tried to hug him as if he could feel me... the wind started to blow and he stopped moving and took a long breathe and slowly walked back to land. He wiped away his tears

I'll always love you.