Thursday, April 18, 2013

If You Love Someone Let Them Go

Laying there my eyes barely opening everything was so blurry around me as I hear a voice... trembling beside me holding my hand. I can hear the noises and beeps from the machines all hooked up to me... As i hear him talk with a crying voice...

I love you but I can't do this anymore. I can't take it. Do you know how hard it is? You are barely responding to me. Look... you can't even look at me or talk at all... Remember when you used to say if you love that person let them go*... Well I can't take this anymore... Please... Don't hate me...

He stood up as I tried to grip his hand back as he slowly slip away from me...

I closed my eye as tears run down my cheek wetting my hair and the pillow beneath it. Then I hear the door open again. Someone, whoever it was ripped off the IV which lead me to bleeding and pain then ripped off the pieces hooked to my chest and all other mechanical items. Then for a minute I hear him walking back and fort and a sound of a chair sat down by the door. The loud noises that the machines made since there's no pulse attached to it. Then I heard people trying to come in from the door but I'm sure the chair was there to block it. Hearing a sound of a door or window opening as I try to open my eyes and see whats going on I saw him walking towards me. Then I felt his arms under me as he lifted me out of bed. I can feel the cold breeze coming in as he sat me down at the window I can feel my legs hanging there lifeless. I sat there with his grip to keep me up then he whispered

Rest In Pieces... If you love someone... let them go...

He let go of me...