Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Funny

Waking up on the cold muddy floor in a pitched dark room hands tied to my back as i struggle to sit up. My mouth was covered with duck tape and my legs were also tied. I sat there in the corner as i heard some noise heading my way. I look through the hall as something passes the windows light heading towards me.

I can feel the pain as tears fall down my face. I looked around me as I see other people laying there in the dark. I slowly move away from them and stayed quiet as it came closer and started sniffing around.

Couldn't see it clearly so i stayed back and watched it move around the room from one corner to the other and it finally reached my corner. Came closer and closer to me as it was facing mine. I started seeing its white face a monster of some sort. I stopped breathing as it sniffs around me. It stood up straight and started roaring as it's stomach opened up and had teeth in it. The mouth at it's stomach started vomiting out these little creatures crawling all over me leaving slime everywhere.

The tongue from its mouth grabbed me and my hands got untied i started beating on the monster then i heard.

Ouch! Stop it! What are you doing?

Coming from the monster. I stopped and looked at it.

Then I heard a loud and angry voice saying

CUT!

Then all the sudden the room was bright with lights and there were so many people there. I was in a horror movie lol. Apologizing to the guy in the monster costume. I started laughing to myself.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Breatheless

Walking on a dark street alone with lights flickering towards me but nothing in sight. I kept walking but the more I walk the harder it is as if gravity took over me and just wants to slam me to the ground.

Felt as if Oxygen was being sucked from my body as I kept walking. I stopped and tried to catch my breath as I step backwards panicking but it was too late I could no longer move. I slowly loose my breath as I lay there hopeless.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

No Hope Left

Sitting there brushing my hair for a while as it slowly changes color. My hair from jet black started turning lighter as it hits brown then blonde and then last to platinum. Nothing else changed as i constantly brush my hair it grew longer and longer.

I sat there looking at myself in the mirror not sure what I was waiting for but the wind blew in as my platinum hair followed the winds direction as the wind stop my long hair was hanging outside the window. I stopped brushing my hair and walked over to the window looking out. The view was beautiful I can smell the water... As i look out to the ocean my hair shines and sparkles as it points towards the water. I then climbed out of the window and down to the ground as i follow the wind.

My hair stops and lands in the water as it floats on the surface I slowly walk into the water... further and further I go as the water reached my chest my hair created a circle around me as the water outside of the circle caused a whirlpool.

I started glowing as I closed my eyes my body was lifted up in the air as I stand there i was dry. When i opened my eyes i looked down everything was being sucked into the whirlpool i look around and I see tornadoes. I see things, items, houses... people being sucked up into it as I can't do anything but stand there in air and watch. Tears started falling from my eyes as it falls into the whirlpool. When my tear hit the water all the tornadoes stopped and everything was thrown everywhere due to the sudden stop. A car flew straight towards me as i look at it a massive air field bubbled me and the car smashed hard into the shield and fell into the whirlpool.

I got on my knees. Hands covering my face as cried. I reached out my hands to the people that are on the ground from being thrown here from the tornadoes sudden stop. I looked at the people and had no hope left as i slowly flew down back into the water. Feeling the cold water freezing me I was no longer dry. My hair shortened to my back as the color changed back to black.

I looked at shore then turned around and walked further into the water last thing i saw was water.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

I feel safe with you

Waking up to the thunder and lightening. Sat up shaking as he sat up next to me. He held me tight and comfort me as he whispers

It's ok baby. I'm right here.

I held him tight shivering as the thunder and lightening wouldn't go away. He then sings to me as he lays me down. He sang a beautiful song but I couldn't quite make it out all i remember is that it was beautiful as we faced each other in bed he kept singing playing with my hair as he caress my face. I slowly closed my eyes knowing that everything will be ok because he is here with me. As my eyes were shut i can still hear his voice it left me a smile on my face all thunder and lightening just disappeared to his voice.

As i felt his warm lips on my cheek i opened my eyes and our eyes locked he smiled at me looked at my lips then looking back at me with questions in his eyes if he was allowed to kiss me. And i smiled as i lifted my chin up to reach for his lips. His hand caressed my face as he kissed me he slowly moved on top of me as i laid on my back he kissed me as he runs his fingers through my hair getting it out of my face.

I feel safe... love... cherished... everything a girl would want... in his arms was everything I wanted...

And I woke up to a loud thunder.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Dieases

In a room looking outside the window from top floor at a play ground. Where theres a little boy sitting on a swing just swinging away. I couldn't see him clearly cause it was so far away a lady standing there by a car seems as if she was arguing with him she tried to grabbed him as he drove off she fell to the ground. She ran over grabbed the child and ran towards the building as i heard someone banging on the door a few minutes later.

I looked behind me and there was a man that yelled

Stop banging on the door Im coming. Then i looked around to find i'm in a house that is set up like a mini hospital and apparently I'm his nurse. The women was let in and she ran straight to the table with the boy she laid him down. He looked at me... part of his face was missing. His mother constantly yelling for help

I don't know what happened please help him!

The doctor looked at him and said take him out of here he has no cure take him out before he kills us all!

As he covers his mouth. I looked at him and said

No, the boy needs help you have to help him!

The mother and i ran after him as he walked to the other room. Then we heard some noises as if something was scratching the wall or carpet so the mother and I looked for the boy in the other room and he wasn't there we followed the scratching noise. And found the boy sitting there scratching his face off as he spread chunks of his body on the carpet. The mother ran over to him and tried to stop him but he wouldn't stop.

The little boy stopped and looked at me he was so messed up he stood up and starred at me then charged me trying to bite me. I tried to stop him as the mother tried to pull him off me he turned over and started tearing his mom up. I ran out tot he closest since it was the closest place to hide shaking looking out of the closest... the mothers body fell right in front of the closest looking in at me whispering

Run...

And her head got smashed as brains and blood splattered into the closest at me... I was so scared i couldn't move. The kid ran off really fast as i stood up trying to get out i sat right back down when i saw the doctor heading my way he got knocked over and the kid slowly tore him apart as he still tried to get away... he saw me and he started screaming for help the kid looked up at the closest and shoved his hand into the man and he died. The kid slowly walked towards the closest he was looking straight and as he had his face tot he closest quickly his eyes rolled down to me. I covered my mouth as i let out a little scream shaking.

I woke up... thank god I woke up...

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Sick deadly joke.

Walking down stairs in the dark mist inside the house I see shadows of people surrounding me as i walk to the kitchen in a hurry looking for something to defend myself with. The mist made the floor wet and slippery as i fall trying to find my way in the dark gruesome fear for my life.

I was able to find a knife as i grab it stood up and turned around no one was there. I slowly walked towards the living room to get away from the wet slimy slippery floor as i tripped over something and feel down on it face forward to the floor hitting my head on the stool on the way down i got dizzy. I tried to put my face closer to the thing i tripped over to figure out what it was and i saw 2 wide opened eyes just to figure out its a dead person someone i don't recognize. I let out a little screamed as i cover my mouth up holding it in i splattered his blood all over my face.

I stood up and walked faster to the living room and someone grabbed me i turned around and stabbed him/her multiple times over and over till it fell to the floor as the lights turned on and people were yelling Happy Birthday. I stood there with blood all over my hand i dropped the knife to look and see who i just brutally murdered. I fell the the floor and cried as he was chocking on his own blood.

Everyone stood there as in they were shocked as i screamed

CALL 911! What the fuck is everyones problem. What kind of sick joke is this!

Then everyone laughed. My friend i stabbed stood up and laughed.

Its just a joke we gave you a toy knife the blade moves in when you stabbed me.

I started having a hard time breathing i fell to the floor gasping for air and I closed my eyes.

I woke up.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Mythical

Opened my eyes facing the sea... the beautiful sun rising up glazing its sunlight down the sea leaving glittery sparks all over me as i look down the water as a mirror to look at myself as i felt happy it was a new day i tried to stand up and fell into the water. I started panicking because i couldn't swim but the next thing I know i was on that same rock i fell off of. Asking myself how did i fall? Why am i here? as i tried to move my feet i couldn't move them both as if they were tied together. I looked down and i kept looking at it and rubbed my eyes again and looked back down at it once again i don't have legs... I have a fishes tail? As i move it and slashed the water enjoying it forgetting the questions I've been asking myself. I'm a MERMAID? I dived into the water with no hesitant and swam deep down under enjoying the fact i could swim.

As i was swimming i started feeling the water getting colder as i look back a BLUE DRAGON was swimming towards me i swam to the side and hide behind the rock as i watched its beautiful scale blind me in amazement. I waited till it was far out and swam right after it. As i ran into something i stopped and looked up this big white creature with eyes looking at me it has legs and fins... I couldn't figure out what it was. (did some research and remembering the picture it looks like a NINGEN). It then moved on swimming very fast as it disappeared in the deep dark blue water. Amused to how that creature looked i wanted to see more I tried to swim faster to catch up with the dragon but it was gone... I kept swimming and ended up on the shore as i looked around there was a big Green Chinese Dragon puffing fire high up in the sky as i heard a sound next to me. I looked over and the first thing i saw was a golden horn. It was a UNICORN... i reached up to pet it was i groomed its hair i reached for its golden horn and a very bright light flashed before my eyes.

I was snatched by a GRYPHON (very beautiful creature) as we flew to the sky i see white sparks ahead as we got closer the sparks followed us. I looked closer and they are LITTLE FAIRIES. Little creatures with wings (not as pretty as i thought) they were just wrapped around me as the GRYPHON comes closer to land and lays me down in a small pond. I dipped myself in since i was drying out. The FARIES started to fly away.

Was thinking out loud as i was to speak to myself. Just to noticed... I don't have a voice. I cant talk. All i let out is a soothing sound as if i was humming a song. I kept trying and trying as i look around forest creatures surrounded me listening to my voice. Then i started to actually hum a song. As i got carried away i closed my eyes i can hear the animals scatter as i open my eyes fast and reaction i had my teeth and nails out there was a CENTAURS (half man half horse) standing across from me walking closer as the animals made a path for him.

And I woke up.

Friday, September 17, 2010

My friend

I was at my friends house for the first time meeting her and her husband which is also my friend. We all went to eat at Logan's steak House and talked just about anything possible. Their son sat there threw food at us as we kept talking lol. We just talk as every now and then we turn over to open our mouths to catch the food he's throwing at us lol. Next thing I knew we were at a lake sitting there just her and I with our notepads out talking as we kept writing. It was peaceful.

We laid down as we talked about the clouds as they pass us by leaving shadows behind them while the sun takes over and flashed my eyes. I sat up to wipe the brightness out of my eyes when i opened it. I saw her jump into the lake swimming with a dolphin? lol

I looked down at my notepad and looked back up she was gone so i looked around and there she was behind me pushing me into the water. Of course I didn't drown lol the water was low lol. Reminded me of when I was a kid. We dragged ourselves back to shore and laid down drying off by the hectic sun. We closed our eyes and fell asleep. I started hearing a lot of noises as if we were at a mall i sat up and apparently I was sleeping at a table with a lot of people in line. I looked next to me there she was signing her books away and all i did was drool on them lol. We were signing our books. I looked around to find out we are at Barnes and Nobles. I picked up her book and then picked up mine. How ironic. I know these books. As we signed our books away I heard a loud gunshot very close by I looked around everything went in slow motion I saw the bullet heading towards us as I tried to stop it it went straight through me and straight threw my friend. I was knocked out to the side and she fell backwards as we kept bleeding we crawled to each other and held hands I felt the cold dawn down on me as the last thing i saw was her face.

I actually woke up crying. It was like a movie...

Thursday, September 9, 2010

What is this?

I was angry sitting there staring at the wall then out the window. Stood up walked down stairs and to the kitchen. Made myself a feast (like a family holy crap Thanks Giving meal) and ate it slowly all by myself.

The expression on my face changed from anger to normal. As i walked back up stairs and laid down staring at the ceiling. I started to feel very sad i teared as i cried out loud.

Woke up in tears.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Pushed Off

Sitting there watching people go by as I watch from the Balcony. As the cool wind blows in my hair I sit still without a word as if i wasn't even breathing. I started to have the chills as I turn around without a warning someone something pushed me over the Balcony and the last thing i remember was my face looking at my hand as my blood covers the floor.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Good friends are worth everything

I slowly opened my eyes as i lift my head trying to move to find out I'm hanging from the ceiling in chains my wrists are bleeding from my weight. I looked around and the place looked vacant I started shouting for help and nobody. I look outside the window as thunder and lightening strike I closed my eyes as i heard a voice i opened my eyes and there was a man walking into the room I couldn't see him clearly he walked in and started laughing. He then says

To free a friend you must sacrifice part of you. Mind you this will be a tough choice because I picked out these friends of yours to be on the plate. Knowing it'll be a very hard decision for you.

I was confused till a light turned on in the corner and there was a guy chained there sitting in his own blood. He looks up to me with begging eyes... I started crying

Why are you doing this to us...

No reason needed. Either you... or him.

A big huge man walks into the room stands next to my friend kickes him to the floor and raises his axe.

STOP!

I yelled as I said

Take part of me whichever you want just stop!

The man laughed in enjoyment as he looks to the giant and says

DO IT!

The giant raised his axe up and threw it at me the axe chopped off one of my arms i was dangling on one... I started screaming to the top of my lungs. Looking to make sure they keep their promise the giant kicked my friend

STOP! You promised!

Ok ok don't need to yell... hehe

The light on my friend turned off as the next one turned on. I can feel the blood draining from my body. The evil guy waved the giant away as he whistles. I tried to keep my eyes open and there she was sitting there crying

Ready?

He says as he laughs. The door opened and a huge dog came out he looked hungry... He looked at me for an answer my mind at that time was so messed up from the pain and loosing blood... by time i looked up the dog was tearing into her.

STOP PLEASE STOP. Take me...

He laughs in satisfaction and waves the dog to me. The dog comes over and sniffs me as it drools and foams it started tearing my leg off as i cry and scream in agony. It took my leg away as i hung there with a puddle of blood underneath me.

As i can barely breath anymore... and my body started feeling numb and cold. I looked up as a shadow moves into the room standing in front of me and lets down a black smoke and there he was... Before the evil man said anything I told him

Take me anything don't hurt him.

He laughed and said

You do know he is worth your heart? Your life? And you're willing to give that up?

Yes... anything...

He nods and laughs as he walks out of the room the shadow moves pass him in front of me and i looked it in the eye it slowly ripped my chest opened and took my heart as i slowly lose everything i smiled...

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Crazy Dogs

Laying there as I look up in the sky feeling cold i sat up and there was snow everywhere it was so beautiful. I looked around watching kids playing in the snow as the grownups build a snowman. I put my hands down so i could lean back and enjoy the view then i hit something.

I turned around and there was someone laying next to me facing the other way. Suddenly everything got quiet and i looked around no one was there anymore. I looked back that the person laying next to me.

"Hello?"

As i reached over to see who it is they rolled over and their face was gone. All was left was their skull, blood and small pieces of meat and brains. I backed up fast and started screaming. I stood up and turned around just to hit a tree and fell backwards. I hear dogs barking away very aggressively as i turn around and run to the other side of the tree to avoid then dogs seeing me. As i peaked over they were eating the dead body that was laying next to me. I covered my mouth about to vomit as i sat back down silently.

Suddenly all the noise stopped. And i slowly turn around to peak once again and all that was left of the guy was bones spread out in different places. I wondered to myself where are the dogs. As i sit back down to the right of my face there was a bull dog foaming at his mouth looking at me. Then it bit my cheek.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Lightening

Crouched down crying none stop for a little while fell to my side as i let myself loose. my entire face was wet my eyes were red just laying there lifeless. Starring up at the bright sun as the ray burns my eyes then suddenly dark clouds cover me up with its shadow. Thunder and lightening hit the ground towards me I stood up and ran off as fast as I could. As i run i look back to see how far off i was from it but it came up faster and faster I hit something hard and fell back.

As i look up with rain showering my white blouse wetting my hair there he stood. He gave me his hand helped me up as i moved behind him. I stood tall against the thunder and lightening as it strikes down towards me i backed out fast and fell to the ground opened my eyes lightening stood still in front of my eyes aiming towards my chest.

I looked up and he held onto the lightening so it wouldn't hit me. I smiled at him thankful I had him then he gave me a smirk raised it up and stabbed me in the chest. I crashed down blood just pouring out of me as i choke and watch him walk away without one look back.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Unhappy Marriage

He came by to pick my sister Mai and I to a camping trip. A friend of his was sitting in the back seat just sitting there as Mai and I stood there looking at each other. My friend laughed and tapped on the window

Hey Warlore go to the front seat so the girls can sit together.

He gave my friend a look and got out of the back and to the front. Mai and I just giggled as we got in the back seat. We drove off to meet the others. He was always talking bout this one girl he dated when he was in middle school till they went to college. I tried to ignore as much as I could.

Hey, You mind dropping me off at the restaurant ahead of us? Since we are near where we need to meet them and I'm a bit hungry.

Mai looked at me

You want me to go with you?

Naw, I just wanna get something quick to eat.

He looked back at me smiled and nodded. He stopped the car dropped me off and drove off. I walked in there and asked for table number 23. They walked me to the table as the table was facing the water. What a beautiful view sound of the water so peaceful. I sat there letting myself released into the wild wind. The corner of my eyes there he was walking over here. He sat down.

May I join you?

Um... sure.

I remember this table. This was where we met the first time isn't it?

I looked at him blushed and looked down embarrassed as I nodded. He reached his hands out to me and held it his hands were so warm. I felt my heart pounding away as I wait for his soft voice to follow the wind to me. I loved him for years while he was still in love with someone else. I always stand to the side watching him so happy with her. Yet I stay silenced. He spoke up

Hey...

I looked up with tears down my face just thinking of all those years i stood there miserable crying myself to sleep night by night. Just the happiness of him holding my hand I all has gone slow motion I couldn't hear what he was saying but from reading his lips I saw I love you... Tears filled my eyes till I can no longer see...

I opened my eyes to a very beautiful room sat up looked at the balcony door as the wind blows the nude curtain into the room. I looked at the night stand next to me and picked up a picture frame. It was our wedding picture. I held my hand to my mouth as i started crying in happiness. I held it with me as I walk to the Balcony door it was beautiful the huge pool the gardens everything makes it so peaceful. I walked down stairs to the kitchen and looked at the calendar i have a flight in less then 2 hours and I'm not even ready yet. I haven't seen him I want to see him before I leave. Then a lady walks over to me.

Your'e gonna need to hurry up or you will be late. I packed your things last night for you.

Oh thank you. I'm going to get ready now. Where is he?

She looked at me

He's out with an old friend. She just came back in town and they haven't met in a while. He told me to tell you good luck on your business trip. Sorry he couldn't take you.

I puzzled and she could tell. He came over and hugged me.

Let it go. Have fun on your trip.

Thank you.

I gave her a kiss on the cheek and left.

Next thing i know I was on the plane coming back home. He didn't come pick me up once again it was the limo driver. He promised he was going to pick me up. Maybe he's going to surprise me? I smiled to myself thats what he used to do. But its been 5 years since the last time he did something like that. I started thinking about which friend thats in town and felt sick as I vomited at my seat. Plane sick is no joke I felt dizzy. I got to the door as I saw this beautiful red car sitting at the front. She held me close and hugged me tight when she saw me.

How was your trip?

It was ok. I felt really sick though and still do. Plane sick isn't a good feeling.

I know what you mean.

Whose car is this?

It's his friends car. She's up there right now.

My face expression changed as i looked down. She hugged me.

You can't change his heart. They've been in love for over 10 years before he met you. Don't beat yourself over it. Just stay calm.

Tears ran down my face. Tonights our Anniversary we have dinner plan at 8. I walked up stairs to our bedroom and there she was sitting on our bed with him holding her hands. I wiped my tears made sure it didn't look like i was crying. Then made some noise so they know i'm there they pulled hands out quick and he stood up.

Hey baby, I'm sorry I didn't come get you I had some stuff to do. Look who is here.

I looked at her and waved.

Hi, Nice to meet you again.

She just nodded and gave me this sharp look making me look away like I did something wrong.

I don't feel good excuse me for a second.

I ran to the bathroom and felt like I was going to vomit but I didn't. Got myself together and walked out the bathroom they were gone. I got changed into my night gown and stood out at the balcony it was a full moon all the starts were out little clouds making their way to the other side reconnecting each other. Then i smelt her. The sweet very sweet strawberry perfume the wind carried the smell to me as it was carrying a message the perfume was so sweet you can almost taste it. They walked hand in hand in the garden as I tear away. I felt dizzy as I walked back and sat in bed. He walked in

Hey Hun, I have some business things I need to take care of tonight so I might be home late.

But... tonights our Anniversary... And we have reservations.

Oh shit, I forgot...

I sat there in tears she made him forget everything about us... it's like we never existed with each other.

It's ok baby. Can you make a later time then?

Well, What about I bring food home? Because it'll be late.

I looked at him smiled and nodded.

It's just an Anniversary it's ok. We have more to come.

As I thought in my head... not like this we probably won't...

I waited for him it was after 12. He came home drunk couldn't even walk straight. I came to guide him to bed.

I'm not drunk. I'm fine.

Let me get you some water.

I have something important to tell you.

What is it? It could always wait till tomorrow.

No I wanna tell you now. I'm marrying her.

I felt sick to the stomach and the whole room was spinning i fell to the ground.

I woke up to a white room. There he was sitting there by the bed holding my hand. I pulled my hand out and looked away.

Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant?

I thought to myself not very shocked I'm pregnant? I've been wanting this for a long time. The doctor walked in.

You will have to rest a lot and don't get too shock or stressed it's not good for the baby. Another shock the baby won't be able to handle it.

Thank you doctor.

I held my stomach with a smile on my face he reached his hand over to me and i moved away.

I don't want to see you right now can you please leave.

Why not? What did I do?

You know what you did. And you know what you said.

Oh last night? I was drunk I was just saying shit.

You were right? I saw you two together. You can't fool me. You didn't even remember our Anniversary you never bothered to pick or drop me off when I had to leave You were barely ever there for me ever since she came in town...

He sat there silenced for a minute.

You should think about this her and I we been through a lot. All those years together and separated...

I stopped him with a question.

What about us? Have you noticed what you've put me through? Look at me! I let you do everything you want i let you ditched out Anniversary to go drink with her! I let you go when you want to I never asked anything of you.

Stop yelling at me! You aren't like her! We share a lot of things together.

I laughed in tears

And we don't...? We have been married for 5 years not counting the 10 years we've known each other... I stood up and tried to get away from him.

Don't touch me you can go marry her. All I have is my baby and I don't want you to take that away from me either. I want a divorce.

No!

You have no say in this stop talking to me.

The doctor walks in

Sir you will have to leave she can't take anymore stress.

I don't care! She's my wife I can say what I want to her

I felt dizzy and fell to the floor i can feel my blood soaking up my hospital gown as I saw it flowing to my eyes. I started crying...

No... Not my baby no... thats all i have left...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

All I Needed Was Him

I sat there curled up as my chin was covered by my knees with dark black bags under my eyes as eye liners run down my face leaving a sadness and hopeless trail.

I sat there rocking as if I was insane letting out little giggles throughout that time sitting there looking at people passing by.

First person who laid their eyes on me came closer and stood there looking at me i looked at him and I started to glare. He slowly looked skinnier and skinner as he slowly was left with skin and bones his eyes popped out he fell to the ground and turned into ashes as the wind blew it away. A bloody tear drop fell down my face as i sat there and started rocking again humming.

The next person stopped and walked over giving me their hand. I looked up at him my eyes felt different as i see my reflection in his glasses my eyes were all black. His glasses broke and little pieces of broken glasses torn up his eye as he fell to the ground bleeding to death as he died animals came and ripped apart his body leaving nothing but a trail of blood behind.

I looked away rocking and waiting as i felt my body being drained I was crying blood the whole time and It won't stop. I was waiting for something but not sure what It was. Then i felt those warm arms around me. I was able to close my eyes and enjoy the warmth from his body and love I craved for... I held onto his arms and fell asleep.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

What Power Does To You

I was on a farm very big wide field as a guy was working on the field far from me. I stopped grabbed my drink and a water bottle walking over to him.

Anh met khong? (Are you tired Brother?)

I asked him concerned. He stopped working reached out for the bottle of water.

Met cung phai lam ma em. Khong lam lay gi lo cho Ba me. (Even if I was tired Id still have to do it. If not who will take care of dad and mom)

Em lam duoc ma anh. Anh len thanh pho di hoc di. Anh se co tuong lai hon la o day. (I can do it brother. Go to the city, go to school you'll have more of a future then staying here.

He looked at me and smiled. I srated having a bad headache and fell to the ground holding my head. I can hear someone talking I would say talking to herself but I couldn't make out what it was then i started hearing my brother.

Lam sao minh co the di de cho em gai minh lo cho ba me trong luc kho khan nay chu? (How can i leave and let my little sister take care of dad and mom in this hard times)

I looked at him but he was't talking. So what did I just hear? A limo from very far away drove towards us as we walk to the side of the road looking at it. It stopped right in front of us my headache was gone. I stood up as my brother helped me. The driver got out fo the car and opened the back door. A beautiful lady gorgeous women stepped out of the vehicle in a long white and black dress with beautiful long black hair her skin was so pale she almost blinded us when she got out.

You are Khang right?

We both looked at each other and looked back at her my brother held my hand. And looked at her and nodded.

I want to offer you a job. As my special under cover agent to the police academy.

We looked at each other my brother was happy as he smiled and asked bout pay and everything while i dozed off in my mind. Why would someone like this come all the way over here to offer my brother a job? How'd she find out about my brother? My head started hurting again as i hear my brother talking none sense as i look at him. Hes not saying anything his mouth is saying something different but what am I hearing. I started hearing that women again i looked at her. It's her... I sat there and tried to focus on one of the voices in my head. My brother bent down to me and asked if I was ok as the lady walked back to the car. Seems as if someone else is in the back seat as I hear another voice a man. I tried to focus to that mans voice.

We need to move quick hurry and take him we need his powers.

I was shocked. Powers? What powers? I looked at my brother and focused on his thoughts. Oh wow... With that amount of pay I can go back to school take care of my family and we can all move tot he city. I then looked at the women as she was looking at me with those sharp eyes and her voice screamed STOP READING MY MIND! I kept my eyes on her with a confused look. The man in the back seat moved a little and looked at me i started having a worse headache of my life as my brother try to help me up. And it was gone. I stood up a little dizzy and looked at my brother. I just nodded to him and smiled as i watch those 2 drive away. Suddenly it was so windy and a helicopter landed down near by in our rice field. My brother walked over there and got on it and waved good bye to me. I was still confused to whats going on. My brother left. I came in trying to explain it to my parents they didn't find anything suspicious and was even happy for him.

Night came i sat there alone in bed trying to figure it all out then my headache came. i started hearing my dad and mom. As i walked out to the kitchen there they were. They were carrying on a very normal conversation but there was another conversation behind it.

Lam gi bay gio anh? Tui no tim duoc con trai minh roi. (What do we do now? They found out about him.)

Mom said to dad as dad has this concern look on his face.

Anh cung khong biet nua em. Minh don ra day de tui no khong bi cuon hut vo chuyen do. Con con Mi? Tui no co biet ve con Mi khong? (I don't know. We moved the kids here for a reason so they wouldn't get sucked into this. What if they find out about Mi?)

Tui no biet roi anh. (They already did.)

Tai sao tui no khong lay con Mi? (Why didn't they take her?)

No chua truong thanh voi giao luc cua no. Tui no khong sai duoc con Mi. (Shes not fully developed she can control it she's no used to them right now.)

Vay em nghi thang Khang biet ha? (So you think Khang knows?)

Vang anh, No biet. (Yes, He knows.)

Then my headache hit harder as i fell down and blacked out. I woke up in bed and all lights were out like nothing happened. I sat there and tried to focus on my brother and his thoughts i closed my eyes. I started seeing as if i was walking in a high class building and there she was the lady walking in front of me was the lady that came for my brother. She stopped and I stopped. She turned around and looked at me with those eyes again and i had a sharp pain threw my eyes and i lost that vision. That was my brothers vision. I blacked out again. Morning came along. Dad and mom walked into my room.

Di con. (lets go)

Di dau vay? (Where are we going?)

Di len tim anh trai con. (Go look for your brother)

Nhung anh noi la anh se dem minh len do khi anh dinh cu ma. (ubt he said he'll bring us up there once he settles down)

They just looked at me and i looked behind them they were packed and my suit case was there too. I stood up got ready and left with them no more questions asked. There was a helicopter that picked us up same helicopter that picked my brother up. We arrive to that same building i saw last night. The lady came out in a beautiful red dress with her white fluffy cat. She looked at me with that same look as i look to the floor. She gave us each 3 small items.

Put that in your mouth and do not take them out.

I looked at my parents and looked at the items my parents put it in their mouth as i hesitated. She gave me that look.

I started putting them in my mouth as if i couldn't control myself. then i gave her that same look back. But she already turned her back and walked away. We walked behind her as everything was familiar to me. My parents didn't seem to be surprised or shocked at this place. My dad started talking to my mom in whispers as i saw the blue piece fall out of his mouth. I don't think he noticed.

In a snap we were in a room with single beds lined up. My parents laid down right away as some machines started working on them. Its a full body scan. I laid down as i starred at the machines and fell asleep. I woke up and there dad was standing there looking in the room as he stood by the door.

Ba? Ba sao vay? (daddy? You ok?)

He turned around and looked at me there was blood everywhere all over him his eyes had bags. My mom jumped out infront of me.

She jumped at my dad and held him

Di kiem anh con di mau len (hurry go find your brother!)

I darted out the room as i watch my parents struggle over each other. What is going on. I stopped and headache hit in everything looks like it was paused time stopped i started thinking about my brother. then i saw a room a metal room as i see stood up and walked the path thats running through my head with my eyes closed. I reached the room and opened my eyes. Everything was still in the pause. The guards stood still as i entered the room. There was my brother standing there next to the lady i hide to the side.

Your dad just killed 5 of my soldiers. If they would listen this wouldn't of happened now i have to kill him he's out of control.

Is there anything we can do? What happened?

Theres 3 items i give everyone. Blue controls your sanity. Yellow controls your immune to the poison running in the building and red is to hold your powers.

Why would my dad not take the blue one?

Because we changed it since last time he was here. Red is no longer the one that holds your power.

My brother ran out to the door as i stood there. I started hearing her voice as if she was talking to me.

Go see your dad for the last time.

As she laughed with that comment i looked at her and ran off after my brother. We reached the room and there was blood everywhere. Theres my dad in the corner not sure what he was doing as we got closer he turned around with tears down his face. holding my moms body shaking his head. My brother held a gun to his head and shot him without any hesitation. I was shocked and fell to the floor and blacked out.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Invade Of Privacy

Sitting at my computer and noticed my files are switched around things are missing and stuff are added. Someone went through my computer, my files and all my pictures. Being upset as is there was nothing I could do about it and i have nothing to hide so I just thought whatever.

Suddenly I hear loud noises at the front door and a lot of people broke through the door grabbed me threw me to the floor and held my hands to my back. They pointed guns at me like I was going to attack them.

Not only I felt I had no privacy someone went through my stuff I got invaded in my own place. I broke loose as I tried to run out the door they shot me 5 times and as i feel to the ground it went dark.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Black Widow

I stood there outside his window looking in at him laying there sleeping in bed. Mesmerized at his pretty face peaceful in his deep sleep. I closed my eyes and whispered something I couldn't figure out when my eyes opened I was inside his room. I slowly walked over to him and watched his face closely as if I would never see it again.

I lifted the covers as I slide myself into bed with him holding him from behind. He then turns around to me without his eyes even opening and held me tight as if he knew i was there all along... He whispered my name and smiled.

I ran my hand through his hair as i just lay there watching him sleep. I slowly moved up to his face and slowly laid a kiss down on his cheek he then opens his eyes slowly and smiles at me as his hand wanders my body he kisses my neck and went wild all over as if he was searching for something. Under the thin white covers I can feel his hands and lips burning for me as the cool cover cools it off.

He inserts himself in me as I moan in pleasure the moves so fast and thrusts so hard... in that period of time everything was like gravity lifted us in the air. We were satisfied as we laid in bed. My head on his shoulder he reaches down to my lips I pull aways.

Don't want to kiss me?

I can't...

He then lifts my face up as i pulled away his eyes hypnotized me and i gave in. As he kissed me I can feel my throat ejecting something in him. Then he suddenly stopped kissing me and started choking and changing colors. I got scared i grabbed the blanket and held to it crying as he started shaking. Then he finally stopped moving.

I felt my body itching and when i took the cover off I had the body of a spider. I was a Black Widow.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Honey Moon: Skiing

Woke up and it was so cold... I looked around and it seems as if i was in a hotel room. Very fancy one for that matter everything was clean and white like snow. I got out of bed and put on my white robe walked to the window as i pull the curtain it was so bright i had to close my eyes. When i was able to open my eyes... it was beautiful... It was snowing and everywhere and everything was covered in snow. As i got excited bout the fact Ill be playing in snow i here the door open. I looked back and there he was in his jacket and hoodie ^^ so cute!

You getting ready yet sleepy head?

Oh crap! Getting ready now!

As i went to take a shower I wasn't sure what to wear and i forgot to bring clothes in. I panicked,

Um... hey baby, do you mind getting me something to wear i forgot.

As i peak out to look at him he laughs and shakes his head.

Are you seriously being shy with me now?

What do you mean?

Um... This is our honey moon hun.

Then i started to blush as he opens the door to the bathroom as i stood there naked with just a towel covering my front. I removes my towel and holds me close as he looks at my body in the mirror and kisses me. As our lips left each other i looked down blushing as he lifts my face up with a couple of his gentle fingers.

I bought you some new stuff for our trip.

Oh? I can wear the clothes i took with me thats fine.

Oh no baby, Your'e gonna need this come out here I'll show you.

He arms over me with my robe and puts it on me as he ties it up he looks at me and smile since i was blushing still. He held my hand and we walked to the bed. He had it laying down on the bed. My shirts, turtle necks, sweaters and a huge i mean huge jacket!

Wow, When did you get this?

I got it when i woke up earlier this morning. You were still sound asleep like a baby so i let you sleep. I kissed you before i left but you were sound asleep.

I stood there looking at the items and he reached to me and took my robe off as he give me the clothes one by one as i put em on blushing. He couldn't stop laughing looking at me.

Do you mind? I'm trying to put clothes on here.

I smiled and blushed as i turned my back to him. Right then i felt his warm hands reach from behind to my stomach and hugs me tight.

I love you.

I love you too.

He then kissed my neck and turned me around as he kiss my collar bone i turned away blushing but wanting so bad to kiss him i locked my eyes on him as he kiss keeps kissing me then his eyes caught me as i look away he moves fast and locks his lips to mine. We kissed passionately as i started to melt and no longer felt cold.. I felt hot... He then stops and said

Get ready silly. People are waiting for us. We have our whole life to do this.

As he laughs. I smacked him softly on the chest and started getting dressed as he laughs harder. After I was done he stood at the door already with his hands out waiting for mine to rejoin his. I reached to him and we held hands walking to the elevator as the elevator door closed he stood fast in front of me and pushed me to the wall as he kisses me and rubs my breast then we heard a ding he moved fast next to me like nothing happened when my face was all red and i just stood there embarrassed not sure if these people entering the elevator saw us. He just let out a laugh as i kept my face looking down then saw my unzipped pants... i covered it up fast and slowly zipped it up and elbowed him. We got to the bottom and our friends were all there waiting for us we got in the car and they were teasing me saying things like what took us so long wink wink lol. I didn't say a word but blush that tells it all. He just laughed.

We got there and it was really crowed i didn't want to get lost so i held on tighter to him. His friend walked up and said

No ones gonna steal him from you just so you know.

As he walks away laughing. We got or skis on and he started to teach me how to ski as i failed miserably and kept falling. Every time i fell he caught me and i pouted every time. I would act like a baby and say its cold or this and that hurts as he kisses every little thing i pout about and picks me up. I finally got the hang of it as we go down together i wasn't paying attention so i knocked into him and we both fell and rolled a few rolls as we both laughed and just laid there for a minute or 2 just looking at each other knowing we are so happy to be with each other. Our friends all came up and looked at us laughing

Oh my god get a room! Oh wait they already have one haha.

As they laughed they helped us up. We all started skiing together and had a lot of fun. Next thing I knew it was late and we headed back to the hotel not wanting to remove my clothes since its so cold. I went to use the bath room when i came out he was already in bed with a couple glasses of Baileys shaking the glass at me.

This will keep you warm baby, come here lay down with me.

I went over took my jacket off and laid down in his arms as we drank our Baileys. Just talking away laughing and smiling at each other. He was the one. As we drank it got hot we decided to play cards whoever looses takes one item off. And I he was loosing on purpose so i can win and he can take his clothes off since it was so hot. I was mad since i'm burning and he keeps loosing when i try to loose i cant!

We were naked and drunk we swarmed over each other like we never made love before... We kissed passionately as our body calls for lust...

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

The day I lay down I dont stop falling

I was walking mindlessly down a brick road as i see myself walking to the edge of the mountain i looked down and stood there shivering as the wind breaks through my jacket. I sat down and felt this warm air as if someone was there holding me.

I closed my eyes to enjoy the warm feeling surrounding me then suddenly it was colder then Ice. I opened my eyes to find myself in the dark alone as i look ahead of me there was nothing but a pitch dark alley. I took a few steps back and turned around as i fell and kept falling with no bottom.

I closed my eyes hoping id splatter so fast there will be no pain but it stopped. I was floating in thin air. Opened my eyes just to see an open field, green trees, beautiful flowers and butterflies everywhere. My mind went loose and forgot all bout what just happened.

As i kept walking i reached a meadow where there was a cute little bunny. I walked over to it and so stood on its feet looking at me. I came down on my knees and held my hand out the rabbit came to me.

As i was petting it, it turned around and looked me in the eyes. As its eyes got wider and wider it started bleeding and it bite me. As i stood up my hand was bleeding the rabbit ran off.

Blood was just flowing out of me as if i was a river more and more until blood reached my knee i fell down into the river of my own blood and started drowning. I tried to swim out of it but something pulled me down everything was spinning i closed my eyes as i cried for help. Then everything stopped.

I was scare dot open my eyes and find out where i was. So i stood there moving my hands around trying to see if anything was near by. Started to move my feet but apparently there was nothing underneath me. Curious to where i was i opened my eyes.

I looked around there were clouds and i looked down at my feet there was no bottom i started falling and falling...

And i woke up.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Work?

I went to work and apparently we got a big truck of shipments. I kept working and working and more keeps piling up. The next thing you know i was surrounded by boxes and couldnt get out. More boxes were piling up as i yelled for help and no one responded but they kept stacking and stacking as if they were they didn't want me to get out. I looked around for a hole of some sort to look out if i can see anything. finally found one and i peaked out of it. Everyone is working as well but no one had as much as i did everyone had bout 1 pallet. I started yelling for help then maintenance came by with their big machine which makes a lot of noises and i heard beeping noises as i wonder what it was i looked behind me of course there was a wall of boxes.

I stood there starring at that wall and the walls closed in closer and closer when both walls basically sandwiched me i closed my eyes as to not wanting to see whats going to happen next it stopped. I opened my eyes a little and nothing. The i heard some noise above my head I looked up and theres this machine dropping a bunch of boxes down at me and i woke up.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Passionate Love

You and I sitting there in the dark looking at our toes laughing as to how funny they look when you actually compare them to each others. We sat and seemed as if we talked forever. I took one glance at you just to get caught as i look down fast blushing till you reached your hand over to lift my face as you lay that gentle kiss down on my lips as if they were magnet.

I felt the tingle down my body as i reached my hand up to your face touched it gentle then ran it by your ear down to your shoulder. You ran your hand through my hair as the wind blows it dancing slightly by my bare back.

Opened my eyes to find us in a fancy restaurant in fancy clothing. I was in an evening gown with an open back gown my hair was so long was braided and curled as some of my hair covered part of my back my shoulders and collar bone was showing with a few curled hair bouncing as if they were calling for attention. As i was looking down at what i was wearing you slowly walked behind me and laid a gentle kiss on my shoulder and held my hand as we walked to our seat.

Our date was beautiful with candle lights glittering as the fire was shown through your eyes. I couldn't take my eyes off of yours. The candle light dimmed and everything was dark. I couldn't see a thing as i got scared and called for your name. As i was reaching for you i felt a warm body. A naked chest as i run my hands to your face i can feel you slowly moving towards my face i closed my eyes and you kissed my neck and slowly ran your hand through my hair and down to my body. As you caress my body i giggled from your lips and tongue running by my side. You lay me down slowly as you climb on top of me kissing my body away as if you were craving for it so a long time.

You moved down and kissed my thigh as i pulled back and let out a little laugh. You move back up to me looked in my eyes and smiled as you kissed me passionately...

And yeah... no need to tell the rest lol

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Grim Reaper

Found myself on the warm white glittery sand laying there as i feel the cool breeze pass by every second or two as the warm sun melts the chill. Surrounding me families and families just everywhere as I lay and watch the kids play in the sand and water. I sat up turned around to my cooler to get something to drink and i heard screaming coming from ahead i looked over theres this huge shark crawling to shore i thought to myself

What on earth is a shark doing on shore is one thing wtf he's crawling?

As i was shocked and people panicking running pass me. i sat there and there was the shark headed towards me. It swarmed its way to me it was so big and snap at me I was in its mouth. It was dark i started screaming and tried to tear my way out till I heard a gun shot i stopped and another gun shot was fired back to back. They kept going and going then i started feeling chest pain as i looked down I got shot 3 times. I fell down to the sharks tongue and laid there waiting for death to come along and pick me up. It got cold and dark...

I woke up with no more pain and it was still dark I sat up and looked around its so dark and I cant see a thing. Suddenly a very bright light hit me in the eye and almost blinded me.

Do you see anything in there?

One man asked the other

I think i see someone in there.

Then the sunlight hit in i closed my eyes.

Pull her out.

I think she's dead.

I looked at them with a confused look thinking i'm looking at you right now how is that being dead. Then i saw them looking below me not at me. I looked down there was my body laying there covered in my own blood.

Oh my god, I didn't know it had someone in it. I killed a little girl.

Dude, You didn't know don't be too hard on yourself.

Is she still alive?

Let me check.

The guy reached down and checked my pulse. He looked up at the other guy.

She's gone.

I sat there thinking oh my god what do I do now. Many times trying to lay down into my body seeing if it works. Thinking *god dang it! It works in some of the movies!*.

The ambulance came and took my body away as i tried to follow it but their was a force field that wouldn't let me pass. I can't leave here what do I do? I thought to myself and i started crying. It got very dark and a black portal opened up in front of me i started to back out. A black shadow slowly crawled out of it heading towards me.

It's time

Saying that with the creepiest voice ever. I was scared and turned around and ran. As i was looking back it reached its long arms at me and grabbed me by the waist as the portal gets smaller it was still pulling me in I fought back and tried to stay out of the portal as the portal got smaller hoping it will just disappear. The portal was about only 2 foot long i got tired... and it finally pulled me faster into the portal as it broke all my bones in my body to squeeze whatever that was left of me in. I woke up choking.

Friday, June 11, 2010

I miss you...

I sat there and noticed i'm looking down at my toes... little kids toes. As the wiggle away i look up to see daddy walking over to get me. I reached my arms out to him and he picks me up as he sits me on his shoulder. I missed him so much since he's passed away... why am i a child?

I looked around and we were at the zoo with my 2 sisters my little brother and mom.

I yelled HIPPO HIPPO! as we walked pass it. My dad stopped so i can see the baby hippos being lazy in the dark slimy water. Next think i knew it was there by the hippos as one turns over and knocks me into the water.

I started drowning since i didn't know how to swim and i was bout 5 years old it seemed. I started panicking under water as i slowly gave up a pair of strong arms pulled me out. As i opened my eyes it was the same guy... the guy i dreamed of having a family with... he saved me.

When i sat up i noticed the difference in my body's weight. I looked at my hands and legs... I'm a grown up now?

I stood up and looked around for him as i see him walking away in a distance. I ran to him and no matter how fast i ran i couldn't reach him and all he did was walk. Go got more distance as i tried to reach him. I stopped and watch him walk away.

I woke up calling his name. I hope to dream of you again soon. Love you.

Lien Mya Nguyen

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Creatures?

Woke up in the middle of the night cold opened my eyes and looked up expecting a ceiling and there was nothing but the dark beautiful sky with full stars like sprinkles on a cupcake. It was a full moon that lights down on me I sat up to notice that around me are a lot of kids sleeping next to me. I looked at myself to notice I'm just a little kid myself. Suddenly a big wind breezed by as it was gently hovering over my shoulders and the wind howled to my ear. Then i heard a whisper but I couldn't figure out what it was. I can tell the other kids heard it as well. They all sat up and in seconds they started changing their bones started cracking as their arms and legs gotten longer their back bones had spikes on them and they darted out in the dark as I sat there staring into thin air. I lay back down thinking to myself

This is just a dream and closed my eyes. From a distance i heard something heading towards me and really fast I sat up quickly to be prepared for whatever it was and then my body started changing I can feel the hot blood pumping through my veins I can feel the power. Even though I was still shock i was ready for whatever it was heading towards me and it stopped right outside of the light and slowly walked in. It's one of the kids that was here.

Are you coming?

It asked me. I nodded and ran off with it. My legs were so strong as i jumped and darted into the sky It was amazing. I never felt this was before its like i can fly. We reached our destination. It was an old building vacant ashes all around. We slowly crawled around the corner to get inside without being caught. I was just crawling till i stepped on something and fell. I looked down to see what i stepped on it was my tongue? My tongue was long as I slouched down. I had to roll it up and stick it back in my mouth. I couldn't imagine how deformed I looked. As we got in we ran up stairs and got into a room where there was white sheets over all the furniture in the room. I wasn't sure what we were looking for but we were all searching. I heard something behind me as i turned over fast prepared to attack it I let out a small scream as i saw myself in the mirror. Bloody tears started falling to see how I truly looked I stood there unguard then something jumped out and attacked me.

We battled back and fort I can barely see what it was I was fighting. I let all my spikes out and twisted myself to get out of that grip and rolled over it with my bonely back spikes. It was dead I walked closer to see what it was it was a creature... I couldn't even describe what it was or what it looked like. As I prayed for it i opened my eyes it changed back into a little girl about my age.

I looked behind me as I heard a lot of growling noises there was more a lot more. And I was alone. I stood there ready to fight for my life then this pain hit me my entire body from meat to bone from vein to muscle was aching so bad as if I was in a boiling pan of oil. By time the pain was over i looked at my hands it was my normal size. I'm not a monster anymore nor am I a little girl. I looked over to the mirror and there i was as normal as can be. Behind me in the mirror comes these creatures.

They all jumped at me and started tearing me up alive. Pieces by pieces I were taken away as I was awake to witness it all. I told myself wake up its a bad dream wake up its a bad dream and there i was awake sweating breathing heavily.

I stood up to go wash my face closed my eyes as I washed my face and as i looked up in the mirror was that creature broke my neck.

And I woke up.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

The past over and over again...

Me and my sis Mai (deceased) were just on the road going on a road trip. We drove and talked having so much fun. We drove pass a desert and our car stopped. We got out and tried to figure out whats wrong but nothing our phones had no signal. We walked trying to see if we can find anyone to help and no one. Next thing you know its dark we walked back to our car and sleep.

I heard a loud noise opened my eyes and she was gone the door was wide open.

I got out of the car and started calling for her scared. She was nowhere to be found i fell to the floor and started crying. By time i looked up i was surrounded by trees and heard my sisters beautiful voice singing. I followed the sweet as honey voice to her just to find her sitting there surrounded by all the animals in the woods with her soothing voice. I ran in and hugged her scared. We held each other for a little while and sat down she started singing a lullaby for me as i fell asleep.

I woke up by a pounding near by to find my sister is once again gone. Where could she have gone to? I wonder. As i looked around it was dark and i was in the middle of the streets with cars running by me. My sister drove towards me on her motorcycle she scooped me up and threw me in the back seat.

I held on tight to her as i was afraid she'd leave me again... then as i opened my eyes looking at her she smiled at me and an 18 wheeler hit us... our accident was replayed after 14 almost 15 years... Just like it was yesterday...

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Step parents...

Wow up sitting there in a dark room hearing 2 people yelling and screaming at each other as i sit in the corner very quiet. I looked frightened from the loud anger from their voice then it got quiet. I stood up and walked into the closet and sat there peaking out of the door shaking and i slowly feel asleep.

I was woken up by a noise of someone walking up stairs the creaking noise gave me the chills as i bad in further into the closet. I had my hand held to my mouth as i was shaking in tears trying to stop myself from making any noises. The closet door opened then a white man grabbed me out and covered my mouth as i tried screaming for my life. He smelt like a case of old aged beer as he put tape over my mouth and threw me in bed. Thats when i noticed I look about 9-10 years old. He tied my arms up and started raping me as a little girl fighting against a 30-40 year old man i lost the battle. I can feel him ripping into me as tears drown my eyes. He was done untied me and left.

I sat up in pain walking to the bath room as blood drips out of me ripped the tape off my face as i pulled a lot of my hair out in the progress. Turn the water on and sat in the bath tub thinking bout the times when i told my drunk step mom that my step father has been raping me and she didn't believe me thinking I wanted attention just because she has attention from him. I soaked my body and picked up a knife and cut my thigh again next to the other 20 something odd marks. Each marks were every time i got raped. Letting the water soak my body take away the pain and shame i fell asleep. When i woke up i got out of the bath tub and back into bed.

It was morning mom yelled for me to go down stairs for breakfast before school. I went to the dinner table there he was as if nothing happened at all. Mom asked

Whats wrong with you? Always have to call you down!

I had a bad dream

As i stared at him he just ignored me and read his newspaper and said

Little girls having bad dreams thats normal.

My mom looked at him gently and said

Aw... you care so much.

I gave him a despite look as i stood up and walked away.

Where do you think you're going young lady?

I don't feel like eating theres something nasty at the table that makes me want to puke.

I left before my mom could let out a yell at me for disrespecting the elders which i have no respect for him at all. I stood there at the school but sign waiting then a girl walked up to me. She stood there examining me then slowly lifted up my skirt to where i had my cuts. She shook her head

You cant let him do this to you anymore you know that right? You cant live like that forever. Telling your step mom isn't going to make a difference she never really cared that much for you when your dad was alive. 2 step parents isn't the greatest life I can tell you that.Tell the police or something.

I don't know anymore Linda... But one thing for sure I want to so this myself. I want to take care of it myself.

Don't do anything crazy he's not worth it.

I'll make it worth it.

The school bus arrive we got in and went to class. My cut started bleeding and had an infection. I had a fever and passed out in school. They took me to the hospital and Linda was there with me. I woke up with mom and Linda next to me mom was crying her eye balls out.

I'm so sorry baby... I didn't know... I'm sorry i didn't believe you.

I thought to myself when i looked over at Linda. She told the doctors. Then the doctors called the police as they made all these examinations on me to prove Linda's words are right. I felt as if my step mom was fake crying so she wouldn't get involved into my step dad being arrested. I pulled my hand away from her and reached out to Linda's. Linda held my hand and sat down next to me.

I don't want to see her. Please take her out of here.

The police mens asked my step mom to leave the room. I looked at Linda

Why? Why did you tell them? I wanted to take care of this myself.

I couldn't see you suffer anymore. I'm an orphan and i know how it feels... You are like a sister to me...

Thank you Linda.

I closed my eyes to sleep. Was time to go home. They released me back to my step mom which i really didn't want to go back. She looked nice until we got in the car. She looked mad and angry at me. I was awaiting this moment for her to beat me up when we get home. We got in the house she was quiet didn't say a word i walked up stairs. and laid down in bed as i hear things just breaking down stairs. I curled up and started shaking as i went to the bathroom and picks up my knife sat there.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Compactor

At work bringing my trash to the back as i went looking for my phone when i heard it ring. I looked all around for it and couldn't find it. Finally i focused to the sound and see it at the top of the compactor. I tried reaching for it and couldn't get it so i climbed up the compactor to get it. I grabbed my phone and it stopped ringing next thing i knew someone pushed me inside. I hit my head really hard i can feel the warm blood running down the side of my head as it soaks my hair next thing i knew i heard the compactor running i looked up the compactor was running down on me.

Friday, May 21, 2010

My last flight

On the plane looking out the window as the soft cloud passes my view opening the path to the sunlight rising up above the cloud as it was swimming in a lake of mist. I closed my eyes till the plane landed.

I picked up the phone and headed out of the gate way as he ran up to me we hugged each other tight and didn't want to let go. We walked to his car and drove on back to his house a his roommates greeted me warmly. After a little chit chat I went and took a shower. As i soaked myself in the warm water i stood there trying to drain away my exhaustion from the trip. I closed my eyes letting the water run down my body as my hands rub the soap all over hoping to wash away the sweat from the trip. As I try to reach my back my arms got tired so i stopped and stood there for a little suddenly I felt those gentle hands rubbing my back and shoulders.

After the shower I went to lay down as he held me tight and fell asleep. Waking up, I got dressed in a short white dress with white boots hair up makeup on. Walked out of the bathroom and there he was dressed up in a tuxedo... tall and handsome as can be with his pretty hair. I smiled and blushed when he caught me starring. He stood there for a while starring at me as I was embarrassed he walked up to me and held me close whispered in my ears the most beautiful things that was so soothing I couldn't remember what it was because it melted as it reached me...

He opened the door to his car as i entered it and there was a little box sitting next to my seat i picked it up and there was a note

May this bring a smile to your beautiful face.

I smiled as he entered the car and looked at me reached over and kissed me.

Open it

I looked at him and smiled but held it in my hand. He looks at me and took it out of my hand

May I?

Um... sure

He opened it and pulled out a plain band a ring. It was beautiful. Not big but to me it didn't count. Just getting me something made me smile. He put it on me and kissed my hand as he start the car and we drove off. We stopped at a restaurant and entered as our friend was standing there with his bride greeting us as we walked in. So much to say but it was his wedding so we walked on in as he greeted others. Hand in hand we walked to our table which was reserved by our friend to sit with him. We sat down as he kept looking at me. A song came up for the bride and groom to dance as they danced we watched them happy together. Then he stood up and asked for my hand i gave him my hand as he lead me to the dance floor. We danced to this slow song that was so beautiful. I leaned my head on his shoulder as he leads my foot steps down the path side by side with him all the way to the end of the song. The song ended i looked up at him and he kissed me passionately. Then suddenly i felt a nudge. We stopped kissing and looked over there was the groom nudging us to sit down. I was so embarrassed and walked back fast to my table as him and the groom laughed.

Next thing i knew it was time to fly home. We said our goodbye at the airport and I walked through that gate rubbing onto the ring that he himself picked out and put on for me. I sat in my seat as the plane took off. Not long after that the plane started shaking I opened my eyes and the plane was falling apart. I couldn't breathe loosing oxygen up high... I turned on my phone as I did a speed dial...

And I woke up to an Asthma attack.

Monday, May 17, 2010

End Of The World?

Seems as if we were on a tour somewhere very strange yet beautiful. The old buildings the old walk ways strange vehicles. Me and 7 other people and a baby 2 other girls and 5 guys were just walking along till we see the other group of people we were to meet up. They waved at us as we approached them a big truck with a cage opened top drives by then suddenly a huge wind blows the truck over crushed at least 5 people everyone was shocked I closed my eyes and held my baby tight. The wind blows again the truck is now upside down with the friends that are left alive in there. We all ran to them trying to get them out as others mourn the others that are dead. We all tried to get our friends loose and Kris's leg got caught on the wire of the truck and fell down into the blood and guts that are on the floor. As Kira and Shyla help him up.

People were screaming and running everywhere as the howling wind comes by again. The people in the truck started shaking really bad and fell to the floor as if they were having seizures. Their body started breaking out pus started coming out of their body as we back up and watch insects started leaving their body heading towards us. Nik grabbed my hand and pulled me away from them and yelled

Everyone get away from the truck now lets go we have to go!

We all started moving as Shyla and Kira helped Kris get up. We start running faster passing a trash compacter thats left open. Shyla and Kira stopped with Kris.

You guys go first i'm a nurse i can help him. We will catch up.

I stopped and looked at Nik not wanting to leave our friends behind.

We have to go at least for the baby.

I looked back at my friends and they waved me good bye. We ran off. The water started rising as tornadoes were tearing up the place. We ran up the hill up to a farm. As high as we can get we stopped looking down at the city. It was destroyed and flooded under water. We go to the house and looks as if people left in a rush their meals were still warm. I walked inside to look for a bed to lay the baby down as i laid her down i covered her up and gave her a kiss. Walked back out and everyone was sitting their confused to what happened.

We need to go out there and help them. They need help.

Michael took his gun out and pointed at me.

No darling you aint going nowhere.

Nik points his gun at Michaels head.

Lets see whose bullet goes faster.

Michael held his hand up and backed down as Nik grabbed his gun and kept it.

Where did you guys get the gun?

I asked and looked at them. Michael walks away. Nik looks at me and gave me a smirk.

Can never be too careful. Arent you glad I carry a gun?

Angry at him but yes I was glad. The baby started crying so we ran in as I picked her up she stopped crying. I held her tight closing my eyes wish this was a dream and to wake up. I started hearing Michael yell outside.

We ran out to the living room and there were Shyla, Kira and Kris. Kris look so badly injured as Stephen and Markus comes over to help Kris in. Michael walks to the corner swearing up and down at everyone.

You stupid idiots. We don't even know what he got! Hes gonna die like them and you take him in here? Where we're safe???

Nik pulls his gun out and shoots at Michael's leg.

Shut the fuck up or next bullet wont miss.

Michael shock and shuts up sitting there quietly as he shakes.

Kris's body starts to break out.

And I woke up.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

You missed my messages...

Dialing your number as i wait patiently but you never picked up. I sat there texting you worried yet mad for not getting a response. i call you again and again still nothing... Worried, sad, anger... missing you... all mix in together wasn't a good feeling... I threw my phone to the wall and it broke into pieces as I laid there and looked at the wall where i threw my phone.

The wall was bleeding. I stood up and came closer to it looked at the wall then looked at the phone. The phone was covered in blood I held it up and turned it around in a blink of an I eye was a heart... a humans heart beating fast then i started having a hard time breathing... i held my chest just to find out that was my heart that was ripped out of my chest... I fell to the floor gasping for air...

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Cold and lonely...

Walking down the cold dark lonely street as I stop by the lake. Thinking about the moments we spent together enough to fill our hearts.

Distance in mentally or physically can hurt so much but then again can make us stronger. Sitting there on the park bench just looking out at the lake you walked over and sat down next to me. I looked over and looked back out to the lake. You run your arms around me as I lay my head on your shoulder. The silence of that moment says so much when we can hear each others heart beat. You held me to sit up and lifted my chin facing you as I closed my eyes waiting for that kiss i long... the wind rushed pass as I opened my eyes... You were gone... I sat there alone and cold as I look out to the lake once again tears falling down my face...

Woke up to turn around for my blanket with tears rolling down my face...

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Her Grave Site

Walking towards her grave every step was heavy and hurt as I made my way to her. I sat down right next to her grave and started telling her how much I am very sorry for not being the mother I was suppose to be. I tried but I didn't try hard enough I could of been a better mother but I wasn't...

I heard a noise a squeaking noise the sound of the toys she loved the most that I burred with her. I looked up and there she was just playing with her toy on the green grass by the flower pot... She was painless... then she stopped and looked at me... He eyes... there was sadness in them... I don't want her to be sad... That's not even the last thing i want for her... Am I making her sad... I reached out to her she ran to me and before i could touch her I woke up... Tears falling none stop as if the pipe was broken... I thought i was drained out of tears but it just seems to be no ending...

Thursday, May 6, 2010

She's an Angel

Putting up merchandise at work till I saw Tia running to me i bent down and held her in my arms as she licks me and jumps around happily. She then darts off away from me as I call for her she turned around once looked at me and ran off. I ran after her none stop till the lights in the entire building turned off. It was pitch black...

I kept calling for her as I kept walking. I stopped and fell to my knees crying out for her then the lights turned on. I looked up and there she was laying there on the floor... lifeless... I ran to her and held her in my arms rocking and singing to her as she gasped for her last breathe... Her body started to evaporate into the air as a gold mist... a bright light shined down on the mist as it got sucked into the air... She's in a better place now...

Woke up devastated but knowing she's in a better place... thats all I wanted...

Monday, May 3, 2010

My beloved Tia

I woke up to a little tumble on my bed swarming around till it stopped at my chest. I lifted up the blanket and there was my baby girl little Tia. She laid on my chest fast to sleep as I pet her till I can no longer remember how long it was.

Laying there feel cold wondering why it is cold. I opened my eyes and lift the blanket it... She was gone... Tia passed away in my arms... I woke up crying...

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Cold Breeze

Woke up to a loud noise outside I dashed to the window to figure out what it is and there was nothing and nobody outside. I sat down Still looking out the window as the wind blows in a cold breeze giving me the chills as I can see my own breath. I hold myself as the room iced up my body seem to be stiff as I looked up a cloudy white figure of a lady stood in front of me as I froze up.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Spider

A friend and I was exploring this vacant house looks like we're searching for something or just exploring I'm not quite sure. We reached a kitchen as I walked over to the cabinets found a jar as I took held it in my hand i looked up and from the light of the moon light showering at me there was 2 big spiders by the size of my hand right in front of me they were furry and big their front claws were like crabs claws. One started to twitch when i made a noise from shock seeing them in front of me. My friend was calling for me but I couldn't answer I was scared to make a sound so he finally found me and walked over and of course he didn't see the spiders

What are you doing let's go.

I stood there looking at him without a word. He comes closer and moves his hands in front of the spiders

They're dead come on lets go. As i look at the spiders every time his hands moved in front of them they moved a little. I whispered

They are moving... stop doing that.

He comes closer and puts his face at them and poked one one moved its claw to him and caught his hand the other one spit web and green slime at him as I scream and dropped the jar as I try to move my friend. I felt my legs infested with something crawling on me as i looked down there were over hundreds of baby spiders crawling on me as I try to get them off. My friend stood up and started running to the door leaving me behind I screamed WAIT! HELP! he looked back once and turned around as the whole house was shaking i turned on my flash light and pointed it towards him there was the biggest spider ever... 10 times bigger then us. He looked up at it and it snapped his head off.

I fell to the floor as I was covered in spiders.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Happy

I opened my eyes and my lips were just leaving his. I looked down fast at my feet as i blushed he held me tight as i lay my face on his chest. It was warm and nice. I ran my fingers on his chest as i laid there smiling to myself he ran his fingers through my long hair a she whispered

I love you.

I smiled and looked up at him and tears were running down his cheek. I was puzzled as I asked him.

Why are you crying?

He looked down at me and smiled as tears fell on my face i reached my hands up to wipe away his tears. he then whispers in my ears.

Those are happy tears baby.

He then kisses me on the cheek. I started my eyes drowning in my own tears.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Blue Fire

It was dark and quiet when all i can hear is myself breathing. As i walk I can hear my heart pounding. I started reaching out to something or someone but couldn't see clearly. I kept walking then started running not sure where i was running to but i ran and ran.

I see a light as i got closer it was a room. I pushed the door in as the bright light blinded me when i was able to open my eyes I see book shelfs everywhere the entire room was built of books. When i entered the door shut behind me.

I looked ahead of me and there was a guy standing there facing his back to me.

Do you know that I know everything bout you?

What do you mean?

He turns around with his beautiful hair and face as he was an anime character points at me and laughs.

Then the walls started to catch on fire. I started panicking as i run to the door and grabbed the door knob it was hot. I couldn't do anything. He looked at me and walked closer

Give me your hand!

I looked at him frightened but for some reason i couldn't control myself as he has the evil grin i gave him my hand as he reached for it i felt the burn inside of me my heart was burning. I couldn't pull my hand back as the tip of his fingers touched mine i caught on fire. I didn't feel the burn on the outside but inside was unbearable... Then suddenly the pain stopped my body was still on fire. The fire didn't do any damage to my body as i looked at my hands the fire started changing colors from red, orange, purple then blue. I looked up at the guy as he waves to me and vanished.

I looked around and the room was still on fire i walked closer to the door and touched the door knob the fire just shut off like it was a light switch. Then it felt as if there was an earthquake the walls started shaking and slowly fell apart. I pushed the door in and ran out as the entire room collapsed.

I looked around as my fire got larger and lightened the room. I looked around and there were people laying everywhere on the floor hurt and sick. I walked over to them talking but no one answered me. I walked over to this little boy seem to have been hurt and sat next to him laid my hands on his wound as i hummed a song to him. When i opened my eyes he was healthy and happy. I looked at my hands and smiled i raised my hands and started singing my fire got larger and larger as people started standing up and smile at me. Then suddenly my fire was gone the room got dark again. I fell to the ground tired as a light shined down on me and levitated me in the air... and I closed my eyes.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

They Are Back

Sitting on a swing as I stare out into the ocean. Cool breeze light wind with the ray of sunlight making it feel even better. From the corner of my eyes i fee someone walking towards me. I look down at my toes as I play with the sand when i look up he was sitting in the swing next to me reaching over and kissed me on the cheek. I smiled and blushed.

I look back at him and he was gone so i look to my other side and there was an old friend that walked out on me a long time ago. He reached over and kissed my lips as I was shocked and felt paralyzed I let his tongue tour my mouth and massage my lips and tongue. As he stopped i opened my eyes and he was no longer there.

I looked around and saw at the corner of my eyes that they are both standing beside me together smiling at me. I stood up and ran towards them as they ran towards the water and splashed water all over my white dress. We started splashing water at each other as the sun sets we sat there watching the beautiful sun go down as it was being eaten by the beautiful sea.

We all laid down on the sand and started counting stars. I laid my hands down to my side due to not being able to feel them from pointing at all the stars counting. They each held my hand as i closed my eyes.

Friday, April 9, 2010

Me Myself

I stood there starring down at my feet as i slowly see my shadow move in front of me. I look up and all i see is endless white world. But my shadow is there waving at me to follow it. I follow it and kept walk as I look down at my feet watching our footsteps as we separate every time we take a step. My shadow looks different then me its emotions are angry It's walk is fierce its footsteps are stomps.

I wonder where it was leading so i kept following it. Every footstep i took looked like the shadow tries to go faster then me. So I stopped as I pulled the shadows step back and jumped as high as I could. When i jumped my shadow moved out from under me and stood up straight no longer on the ground and slowly turned into me. Like my twin besides everything is sharper and darker.

It walks towards me and punches me in the face as I fall down surprised. It jumps on me and punches me away as it bangs my head on the ground. I try to fight back but it was useless its knees pinned my wrists down to the ground as it bruises my wrists and starts to bleed. When i looked back up at it it stopped and looked back at me. The expression on its face changed. It was pitying me its eyes were sad it stood up as i crawled on my knees to keep balance and held my hands.

It walked to me hugged me and disappeared as my shadow reappear.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

You never loved me

We sat there quietly as the wind blew my long thick hair to his shoulders sitting on the beach side by side looking at the stars. He held my hand

I will never leave you unless you leave me. I promise you that.

I smiled leaned my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes. All the sudden i fell face down to the ground when i was able to balance myself i looked up he stood up and walked away from me. I ran after him calling for him he never looked back and waved good bye at me. I ran after him and tripped over myself crying to the sand.

But you promised!

I yelled out. He kept walking away. Eyes filled with tears i wiped my eyes and there we were together in bed as i laid my head down on his should arms around his waist. I looked up at him he was looking down at me he kissed my lips then my hair as he held me tight.

Don't ever leave me. I love you.

I won't baby. I promise.

As i lay there tears started filling my eyes as it washed his chest. He moved out from under me really fast as my face fell to the bed. I looked at him with teary eyes..

No, not again... no...

He gave me this smirk as he turned around and walked to the door. Didn't even look back no matter how much i screamed and cried for him. He slammed the door as i ran to it and opened up. The door opened to a meadow field very beautiful relaxing. I walked in and hear him calling my name I turned around the door was gone I see him at a picnic table waving at me. I ran to him knocked him down as i held him tight.

He peeled my arms off of him looked at me with the disgusted look

I never loved you.

As he stands up leaving me shocked on the ground. He walks away again this time I quit running after him. He finally said it he no longer loves me... then whats the point in chasing after something thats just always been my own dream not his... I laid down on the grass and started humming the song Fool Again. As I slowly close my eyes I can hear my voice echoing then i started falling through the grass and down into the water as I panicked cause i couldn't swim I just started reaching my hand out for help. A strong grip got a hold of my hand and pulled me out of the water to breath. I looked up saw his face I smiled

At least you still care enough to save my life. I peeled his hands off of me

Good bye my love.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

My face is gone...

Waking up to a warm comfy bed with a warm body laying next to me as i lay still hoping this moment won't end. I finally moved due to the arm i laid on was feeling numb. I turned to my back with my eyes closed.

I turned over and reached my arm out and when my arm landed i felt something furry like a dog or so. So when I opened my eyes there lays a black panther sleeping next to me. I slowly moved my arm to take it off of it and the black panther slowly opened its eyes and looked at me without moving its head or body. I couldn't move I couldn't run I didn't know what to do. My arm was still in the air same position as when the panther opened its eyes.

I started having a panic attack and started breathing heavily and as fast as I was breathing the panther started to open its eyes looking at me irritated and as I try to reach for my inhaler under my pillow last thing i saw was the panthers mouth and teeth that sank into my face as it crushed my cheek bones. It then let go... it hurt so bad i fell off the bed crawling to the door bleeding as I pass my mirror i looked up and my face was gone... All that was left was blood and what was behind my flesh.

I screamed and woke up.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Honey Moon: Boating

It was night all the stars were out and there was the full moon glazing down on the water where there I was on a boat out in the open water in a wedding gown. Very long white beautiful night gown with my veil covering my face as the wind slowly blows moving the veil slowly uncovering my face. I was just enjoying the beautiful view and there was those warm hands around my waist and a kiss on the neck. It was warm and lovely and closed my eyes just to enjoy it. I then look down at his hands as i look over to his face that was gently laying on my shoulder he was just starring at me as i looked back at him. We then gave our kiss as i turned around he held me tighter and closer to him.

Then the song Right here waiting for you played as our lips let go of each others warm breathe we smiled as I blushed we slowly held each other as we danced the the music i lay my head on his chest and smiled happily.

As i looked around the entire boat was beautiful... it was like a suite out in the open on the boat. There was the bed a very beautiful bed a huge beautiful tall cake saying Happy Honey Moon. I giggled as i saw them and he moved my face to face him and kissed me again slowly walking backwards as I moved forward towards the bed. He stopped looked at me and had this very cute grin and picked me up as i laughed being caught off guard. He then slowly laid me down in bed with his face always 1 inch from mine.

His eyes got me hypnotized as I can feel my face burning hot. I can see a tear in his eyes as it fell down my face I started to tear as we kissed each other in happy tears.

He slowly started removing my clothes as I removed his. His hands ran wild on my body I can feel his lips all over me he then whispers

I'll be right back baby. Keep your eyes closed.

I smiled and kept my eyes closed. After a little while he never came back I opened my eyes and he wasn't anywhere to be found. I looked around crying sad and alone. I was in my honey moon bed on my honey moon night all alone crying. I got angry and started throwing things breaking all the wine bottles and glasses i walked over to the cake and smashed it. As i raised my hand up to hit the cake again someone grabbed my hand. I looked back to see who it was it was him.

What are you doing?

I don't know...

Were you mad I was gone for too long baby? I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you...

He started kissing me as i tiptoed to reach him i slipped on the cake and we both fell into what was left of the cake. He started to like the cake off of me as I giggle from being tickled...

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Under cover

It felt warm... felt so good... I can feel the warm water relaxing my naked body as it relives my stress. I was alone in a huge fancy hot tub all by myself candle lights very romantic. I turned around and let the bubbles beat on my chest as it massages it while I close my eyes in relief. Someone knocks on the door.

Who is it?

Your massage you ordered Ma'am.

In a British accent he answered.

Come on in.

As I answered I started wondering wow I wonder where I'm at. Fancy place, hot tub... massage? He enters the room passing me by me just so relaxed not even looking at him just kept my eyes closed and enjoy the warm bubbly water.

I heard a metal clinging noise as i reach down to my thigh where i have a knife attached to a clear strap. I hear him entering the tub as I get prepared then his hands slowly on my shoulder as he massages them i slowly let go of my knife and enjoy the massage. He slowly massages my lower back... he then turns me around slowly by moving my waist and wow... He is hot! lol but he has that evil look in him which makes me doubt him even more. He lays me back and lifts my legs up as he massages my feet i kept my eyes on him as did he. he slowly massaged to my upper thigh near my knife i pulled back a little as he moves in closer in between my legs he started to kiss my collar bone... It felt great but I was still aware of what might happen. One of his hands left my body and this is where i grabbed my knife pushed him out and he cut me a little as i pushed him out.

We held our knifes at each other in the tub he had his advantage of being a guy. We fought for a little bit then he got a hold of me and tried to drown me he pulls me up

Tell me where is he!

I gave him a look and didn't say a word he puts me down under water again. When he pulled me up he had his knife at my eye

One more time you tell me where he is and I'll let you go and if not I will slowly torture you...

No!

Then i heard a gun shot. As he let me go he fell down into the water with blood all over i got out of the tub really fast and looked at the direction I heard the gun shot. As i grabbed the towel near by to cover my naked soapy body.

What took you so long partner?

Well, I thought you were enjoying your time in there with that hot British guy so I let you enjoy your time haha.

Haha very funny. You see this face? Not enjoying it!

Awwww come on I thought it was funny!

I got upset and walked to the bed where my clothes was then he knocked me into bed as my towel fell off reveling my body thats still wet and covered in soap and rose petals. He jumps on top of me and looks in my eyes...

You like this right?

What are you talking about!

As i struggle and fight back. he pins me down and starts to kiss my body I kicked him as i turn around he gets on my back with his knee and his weight

What are you doing? You're hurting me!

I'm surprised as smart as you are you never figured me out.

As he slowly cuts my back with his knife.

You back stabber! I knew something was fishy all along with you!

But you never did anything about it. Saving your life was just a play. I was hoping he'd rape you but he went straight to killing you.

You sick bastard!

As i use all my strength to flip over i knocked him off the bed. I grabbed the blanket as i flipped over and covered him up as i reach for my knife he threw me off of him as i charged back in without thinking he raised his knife up at me and i couldn't stop so i charged in harder with my knife to him. We both fell to the floor as he removes the cover we both held our wounds with the knifes in our stomach still gasping for air. I looked at him

Why? Why would you go against us?

They were giving me everything!

Thats enough to betray me? Kill me? We've been partners for over 10 years...

I'm sorry... i wasn't thinking... I should of known better to go against you... We did a lot of training together I should of known we wouldn't have a good ending if we went against each other... I'm sorry...

It's ok...

I held his hand and patted it as he closed his eyes... I held onto my wound and start coughing out blood as i heard the door get knocked down.

Get her medical help now!

As the doctor came over I closed my eyes...

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Wow... WOW literally lol

So I woke up from laying on the grass outside in the open as I look around everything was animated. I was sitting there in my Tier 10 gear (literally in person in Tier 10 gear lol) Looking at myself cracking up as i see a bubble above my head saying LOL (lawlz...).

I sat there and looked around to see other people actual people running around with name plates on their heads. I looked above my head and say Shemya Guild Divine Crusade. I thought to myself

Wow... cool lol.

And guess what that popped up on my head too lol. I started being curious so i started to want to dance and as i thought it i was dancing and I couldn't stop laughing. I walked to summon my pet and mounts i couldn't figure how to so I stood there for a while and asked the guy next to me he said

Whistle and they will come to you. Think of the one you want and he or she will fly to you.

Thanks.

I said then i closed my eyes and whistled as my Rusted Proto Drake came dashing down at me blowing me away. As I see myself on the back of a huge Proto Drake flying through the air. It was beautiful and amazing the wind blowing in my silver Platinum hair. As the drake dives down fast so fast I couldn't keep my eyes open and then next thing i knew we were on the ground. I heard a ding as I got off my mount it flew away i heard another ding i looked around and nothing then i looked down below me I see pink words saying

Chinlomane: Hurry in to ICC we are waiting for you.

lawlz i laughed again as I walked into the instance. I zoned in as the zoning screen just blocked my eyes. All I saw was the loading screen lol. I came in everyone was there 24 other people besides me and sadly... I had the naked bug... Thank god it's not really NAKED because we all still had undies on lol. I walked out the instance and came back in.

It was so cool because everyone was actually themselves in their gaming gear lol. As we started to pull Kris turned into a Bear haha I laughed so hard then I thought oh crap I need to be a tree don't I? I sat there and closed my eyes and puff I was a Tree... felt a little stiff though i can hear all the leaves or whats left of it on my head by my ears making noises lol. I felt like i was doing voodoo shit when i casted something so i always laughed and everyone keep asking what I was laughing about. Whitecastle walked over and Splashed water on me haha I take it he was healing me lmfao.

We came to the next door and Fros walked in and activated the trap he turned around and looked at me since I was all the way in the back and said

Uh oh lol

I started feeling a tumble behind me I see everyone running towards me as I turned around I got smacked and woke up lol.

Ok first off I haven't been playing WOW so no one can say i play too much of it lol