Cancer

Woke up in a very dark room with as sheer light comes in the room from the curtains. I sat up and ran my fingers through my hair to get the stands of hair falling down my face I walked to the bathroom and turned on the light. Stood there in front of the mirror as I brush my hair. Closed my eyes as I brush and brush till i felt something at my feet. I looked down and there were hair on my feet. I looked at the brush and there were so many hair on it. I closed my eyes as I feel my heart racing. When I opened my eyes my hair seemed fine. I let out a relived sigh as I go back to the bed and lay down.

Woke up again in the same way as i walk to the bathroom and brush my hair I kept watching myself in the mirror as I brushed my hair and I can see my hair falling this time. My hair was getting thin I stood there for a long time looking at my hair not knowing what to do... I started crying and ran to my bed as I shove my face into the pillow as it soaks up my tears. I fell asleep crying.

Woke once again to the same thing... this time i ran to the bathroom and my hair was just falling off I started screaming and yelling no over and over again. I threw things at the mirror punching it as the mirror breaks and glass flew everywhere as my hands started to bleed. I cried and fell to the floor laying on the broken glass as i kept bleeding. I laid there as my painful tears mixed in with my diseased blood. They started forming into a ball of blood everywhere was if they were gasoline and water. I lost a lot of blood and passed out.

I woke up in the bathroom as my body was drained of blood and tears i felt weak as I touch my hair or whats left of it. I grabbed the closest, biggest broken glass on the floor to see what I have left. I had a few strands of my jet black hair, my eyes had dark grey bags, my face is green from losing so much blood and I lost weight for not eating so long... I looked like a dead person.

Cancer oh cancer... before you can take the best of me and the last of whats left of my beautiful hair...

I took that piece of broken glass in my hand and slit my wrist. As blood and tears mixed with the last laugh... As i lay there listening to the last beat of my heart...

Zombie Attack

I was talking to Jack outside a 2 story house it was dark out.

Me: Whens the baby coming?

Jack: In a couple months. But we broke up did you not know that?

Me: Really?

Jack: Yeah. Last month. That's why I shes not here with us. Its all family and... I want to get back with you.

Sister: Come in here fast! And lock the door!

We ran in fast and locked all the doors.

Everyone as in the living room. There were 3 girls me Jen, Jess and 3 guys Frank, Jack and Brad. The TV was on and there was the news. There were zombies everywhere people were dieing. I stood up fast and looked at the windows.

Me: Fast! Everyone block the doors and windows!

We all ran to the doors and windows with furniture's and started blocking the place. Frank just stood there by the TV.

Me: Frank! Hurry! We need you!

Frank: Hell no! Im not going anywhere!

He ran up stairs and hide. They started breaking into the windows we didn't make it to started crawling in. We ran up stairs and started splitting up. Jack, Brad, Jess and Jen ran into the master bedroom. Frank ran into the guest bedroom and I was in the bath room across from the master bedroom and guest room. I peaked out as a zombie slowly walked up stairs. It passed the guest bedroom and i heard a door open. I looked over and looked over at the guest bed room Frank was peaking out. He saw the zombie and slammed the door. The zombie spotted him and started banging on the door I can hear Frank screaming horrified. The zombie finally made it in I looked out and ran into the guest room to help him. I kicked the zombie to the floor as Frank curls up in the corner screaming.

Me: Stop screaming like a girl and come help me. You're letting the other zombies know where we are!

Frank sat there and cried. I knew I wasn't getting help from him so I ran fast to the zombie punched it in the stomach as its guts fell out and all over my hand and the floor i slipped and it fell on me I managed to twist its head, and its head fell to the floor. I was covered in zombie guts. I stood up grabbed Frank. Looked outside to see if there were any zombies as we rushed to the master bed room. Everyone was in the closet.

Me: What the hell are you guys thinking. This is what happens in freaking zombie movies. Are you stupid or what your door wasn't blocked and you all sit in the closet is giving them lunch all in one make them work for it.

They finally got out from underneath the bed and out of the closet and helped me move the bed over to the door and we all stayed quiet. There was another door in the room and I opened it.

Me: This is where your security cameras are.

There was a desk with 8 screens on it. The entire house was covered with cameras. We watched the zombies leave the house on the screen. There is a zombie in the hall by our door. We stayed quiet. The zombie slowly walked away and out the house. I pointed at Jacks truck on the screen.

Me: Someone need to get the truck to the back yard. If I remember correctly he has guns in the back trunk from hunting a couple months back.

Jack: Yeah, I never took them out. Ill go get them but someone need to come with me.

Frank: I'll go...

Brad: No let me go. He can barely stand on his feet. He soiled himself.

Frank: No! I can do this. I can go!

Me: Fine. Frank and Jack. Climb down from here. I pointed at the flower stand.

They slowly climbed down as we ran to the security cameras and watched. Jack called me on my phone.

Jack: Is it clear?

Me: Yeah, just push the truck for now to the back so you have more time. Frank got in the truck as Jack pushes the truck they made it to the back. Started getting the guns out.

Me: There's a zombie coming Frank needs to sit down low.

Jack: Frank sit down there's a zombie coming?

Frank: Where?

As he panics and fell down and made some noise from the truck. The zombie spotted him as Jack picks up the gun and started shooting. Brad and I both climbed down knowing Jack was a lone cause Frank is useless. Each of us grabbed a gun and started shooting. Frank ran off as a zombie grabbed him and started tearing him up. He was still alive as he was getting torn up I focused my shot on his head to take him out of his misery. BANG!

It was just me Brad and Jack back to back surrounded by zombies. We started hearing Jen and Jess screaming up stairs Jen jumped out of the window flat on the floor and Jess was being attacked by many zombies up stairs. There was no hope for them. Jens body was being eaten as Jacks girlfriend (a zombie) walks over slowly to him and he let his gun down.

Me: Jack! It's not her anymore shes a zombie now! She'll kill you!

Brad: Dude if you don't shoot her I will.

Brad raised his gun up at her and Jack punched Brad in the face.

Jack: No one shoots her but me.

Jack teared up as he gets ready to shoot her. As she came closer. We noticed her stomach was opened and the baby was half way hanging out. Jack fell to the floor and cried. Me and Brad tried to pick Jack up but it was useless. We tried shooting the zombies off but we finally ran out of ammo. We both had to run away. There was a shed near by I ran into the shed looking for anything that can be a weapon. Brad was right behind me but when I got into the shed I didn't see him anymore. There was holes in the shed where I peaked out. I closed my mouth with my hands making sure no surprise will make me scream or make any noise and BAM... there was Brads body fallen on the floor by my feet right outside. He was slowly being eaten while I watched. After a little while I sat there looking outside holding onto the chainsaw looking out the peep hole. Suddenly something covered up the hole I cant see the light from the yard in anymore. Then it slowly moved out and there was Jack's girlfriends stomach... the baby was hanging out of her stomach. I closed my eyes and prayed for it. When I opened my eyes the baby was looking at me. I got shocked and fell back. I started my chain saw as all the zombies started attacking the shed. As they got in I swang the chainsaw with my eyes closed.

Fantasy... (RR)

You held my hand as you pull me further into a room I don't recognize...

As you close the door behind you while we are still hand in hand you reach for my other hand facing me as you pull me in closer laying my hand on your waist as you reach your hands to my face and lay your lips on mine... Our tongue played twist as your hands were discovering my body, you slowly unbutton my shirt not able to wait to take my shirt fully off me your hands caress my breast while your lips run around it. I slowly help as I take off my shirt swarming a little from your tongue on my nipples... You slowly kiss my neck as you get on your knees kissing down to my stomach and undo my pants pulling it down. You pick me up and laid me in bed as you remove my pants. You climb on me fast as you kiss me hard I move a little out of the way since you were being a little rough you start to pin my hands down hard as you kissed me all over even though i was in a little pain it felt good. I kept trying to get out of your hand lock but you over come me by sucking my nipples... I shiver in pleasure... wanting more. You surprise me with one of your hand rubbing on my clit it felt so good i reached down to your hand making you rub it faster making me moan in pleasure... You ripped your shirt off and removed your pants really fast and thrusting into me fast and hard... it hurts a little as I try to stop you from thrusting in too deep by having my hand down by your waist. The more I did that the more you thrusted in harder and faster I was screaming in pleasure... As you left go of hand and rubbed my clit at the same time you thrusted into me. You rolled over without removing yourself from me as I got on top I started to move and ride you just bouncing up and down on your as you thrust in me everytime i go down... I start to sweat as my hair gets a little wet running over my breasts... You stopped thrusting as my head got dizzy and flipped me over on all fours grabbing me by my waist and thrusting into me harder and faster I can feel it hit the end... You pounded so hard I started to feel even dizzier...

Lan's Spirit...

I closed my eyes to get some sleep before tonight's work which is Black Friday.

As I was sound asleep I heard people talking

Mom: Hey Be Lan is here

Lan: Hi Chi

I sat up and turned around and there she was the little girl last I've seen 17 years ago haven't changed, doesn't look grown one bit.

Me: Hold on let me wash my face.

I walked quickly to the bathroom as she follows me in excitement of seeing me again she sat outside as I was in there washing my face.

Lan: I miss you Chi.

Me: How did you get here?

Lan: My mom saved up some money and finally sent me here.

Me: How are you living, work and school or what?

Lan: I go to work. I actually start work tomorrow night. Can we hang tonight?

Me: No, I wish I can but I can't. I have work tonight gonna be very busy.

So we sat and talked for a long while. Then a bunch a friends and co workers came by to pick me up to go eat. Lan and I, said bye as tears brought to our eyes. We swore to meet again tomorrow. I went to go eat with my friends, it was dark out and as we sat there and ate it was an outdoor restaurant. We were probably out for about 2 or 3 hours. I sat there and just looking at my friends as we talked. Then suddenly saw from a distance there she was Lan standing by the motorcycle. I looked back at her and she was gone. Then suddenly where she was standing the motorcycle caught on fire.

Me: Everyone! Move! Get down!

As i yelled that all my friends ducked down the motorcycle exploded but thanks to me calling no one was hurt. I couldn't explain what I saw so I sat there confused, my friends all went home and one had to take me back to his place to pick up something for work. His mom opened the door and welcomed us in as I sat down on the couch still wondering what I had saw. I slowly dozed off.

There she was Lan and my 2 old friends playing pillow fight. And Lan slowly falling to the ground as she was whizzing... she always had asthma... I yelled get her inhaler get her inhaler but no one was near her or heard me and then I felt someone touch my hand. My friend woke me up.

Friend: Are you OK? Nightmare? You fell asleep.

I looked around and wiped the sweat off my face and said

Me: yeah... I'm ok. Can you do me a favor?

Friend: yeah.

Me: Can I used your phone? My phones dead.

I picked up the phone and called her family.

Lan's family in tears...

Lan's family: She passed away last night with an asthma attack.

I fell back down to the couch and started crying... thinking its all my fault... if i was there she wouldn't of died...

Friend: Well, we have to go see the rest of the crew before we go into work. Unless you want me to drop you off... I'm sorry for your lost...

I looked at him disdained and nodded. We got to the place and I sat down. Jasmine sat next to me as she comfort me knowing what had happened.

Jasmine: Can I help you little girl?

I looked up and there she was Lan wrapped up in a red blanket standing in front of me looking at me.

Me: It's OK... that's Lan...

Jasmine freaked out and stood up fast as she backed up away from Lan moving closer to me.

Lan flew over to me with a sad face tears coming down her face as she hugs me and slowly move her hands to my neck and started choking me. I closed my eyes and took it as she picked me up by the neck and threw me to the wall. I picked myself up and looked at her in tears.

Me: Lan... I'm so sorry...

As I look at her she slowly flew to the door as I followed her... to the streets with largetraffic incoming. I stared at the street as I felt those cold little hands hold on to mine. She walked to the street as cars drove right through her.

Lan: Chi, I don't wanna be alone.

I smiled at her

Me: You won't ever be alone...

And I stepped into the streets as I felt something hit me..

I woke up...

If You Love Someone Let Them Go

Laying there my eyes barely opening everything was so blurry around me as I hear a voice... trembling beside me holding my hand. I can hear the noises and beeps from the machines all hooked up to me... As i hear him talk with a crying voice...

I love you but I can't do this anymore. I can't take it. Do you know how hard it is? You are barely responding to me. Look... you can't even look at me or talk at all... Remember when you used to say if you love that person let them go*... Well I can't take this anymore... Please... Don't hate me...

He stood up as I tried to grip his hand back as he slowly slip away from me...

I closed my eye as tears run down my cheek wetting my hair and the pillow beneath it. Then I hear the door open again. Someone, whoever it was ripped off the IV which lead me to bleeding and pain then ripped off the pieces hooked to my chest and all other mechanical items. Then for a minute I hear him walking back and fort and a sound of a chair sat down by the door. The loud noises that the machines made since there's no pulse attached to it. Then I heard people trying to come in from the door but I'm sure the chair was there to block it. Hearing a sound of a door or window opening as I try to open my eyes and see whats going on I saw him walking towards me. Then I felt his arms under me as he lifted me out of bed. I can feel the cold breeze coming in as he sat me down at the window I can feel my legs hanging there lifeless. I sat there with his grip to keep me up then he whispered

Rest In Pieces... If you love someone... let them go...

He let go of me...

Devil

Devil


I was playing pillow fight with a few of my friend on my bed it seemed as if we were around 6-7. We started to play shark. One person is the shark and everyone else stays on the bed as land dont let the shark get you or you will be the shark. We started playing for a few minutes then suddenly the room started having water rising up and the walls were wet from water flowing. The friend that was the shark got snatched by an actual Shark at the bottom of the water IN OUR ROOM!

We started screaming and yelling and then a mermaid came up looking at us we looked at her and she rose up enough for us to see her whole face and arms. She looked at us smiled and jumped out of the water onto our bed. She slowly started to lose her fin and look like a human being then she started to shrink like she was getting younger. When she stopped changing we poked her to see if she was alive she turned over and it was our friend that got eaten by the shark.

We started to back up cause this could of been the shark that ate our friend. She looked at us with a devilish looked and smirk.

Mermaid: I got you now!

She charged at us

I don't want you without your heart

Walking down the street that seems not even one bit familiar to me people seem different as I kept walking and walking and finally the road lead off to a lake. As i got closer I see him standing there looking at the lake back towards me. I came closer and stood behind him.

I'm sorry this has to end this way.

He stood there silently after saying that with his back still facing me. The wind came around giving chills down my spine...

I can't look at you in the face after what I did and what I'm still doing. I haven't been faithful to you and I lied to you. There's someone else I want to be with.

I reached up to him hoping to make him change his mind but then I stopped and thought to myself. If he want to leave me for someone else whats the point in holding him back even if I have his body I wont have his heart. If he really loved me he wouldn't of ever thought of anyone else. So I backed up and wiped my tears

I knew it a long time ago. I knew about her. I just didn't want to lose you so I kept it to myself. But... having you next to me but your mind else where isnt what i want from you. I love you I DO want you for the rest of my life... but not like this. I love you and I want to see you happy... Even if it's not with me.

I turned around and slowly walked away trying to hold my cry back but it was impossible. Since I couldn't hold my cry back I knew I was going to cry out loud I ran away holding my face hoping he wouldn't hear it. Suddenly I felt his firm grip of my arm and he hugged me held onto me tight.

I do love you... I'm sorry I don't want to hurt you... But it's already done I can't forgive myself so I feel as if you deserve someone better then me...

I cried on his chest till I was able to talk again. I pushed him a little and backed up to look at his face then he turns his face away his eyes looking down on the ground

Yes, you did hurt me... And no you aren't sorry... and you are right. I do deserve someone better... someone that really loves me...

I turned away and walked as fast as I could then started to feel dizzy and blacked out.