Continuous dream from last night...

Waking up as my body was on shore. I couldn't feel my body or anything but coldness... loneliness... I crawled up and noticing my finger nails falling off I looked at my hand and chunks were missing from my hand and even a finger... My flesh were falling off me as if there's nothing to hold it back... I see my bones on my legs and ribs... How am I still alive... I wondered... I stood up and kept walking and walking and walking... I ended up in front of a church... I can hear the piano playing the wedding song I opened the door in and there they were getting ready to be married. I smiled for his happiness then she walked towards me and kicked me to the ground. I barely had anything left to stand on as is... He came over and wanted to help me then she said Bride: Finish her! Groom: What do you mean finish her? Shes hurt shes needs help! Bride: If you want to be with me forever I want to see you finish her! I want to see when this bitch will give up and go away forever! He stood there and knells down to me. Me: I came... to be at your wedding... Im your best man... remember...? I reached in my pocket and pulled out the ring... Groom: Im sorry. I don't want you to see this. He reached up and with his thumb poke out one of my eyes. I sat there in no pain but cried to how he can turn on our friend ship all this time. I tried to reach up to him and she kicked the last arm I had holding me up. He reached for the other eye and as he did that I reached inside of my stomach and broke off a rib fast and stabbed him in the stomach. The bride didn't even care. he fell to the floor and she stepped over us and walked away.

How Could You...

My best friend told me he was engaged today and wanted me to be his best man but wouldn't tell me who it was. he said he wanted to Surprise me so he set up dinner for 3 at a nice restaurant. I agreed to go so he picked me up and we sat down waiting for her. 30 minutes pass time and she still wasn't there. Finally My BFF and I sat there talked and had fun and didn't noticed she was standing right there starring at us. My BFF stood up fast and pulled out her chair. I stared at her wondering how could he marry this person but I was happy for him cause he would be happy. This woman sat down and starred at me without blinking. Picked up her glass of wine splashed it in my face all over my white blouse and flipped the table on me. I stood up fast to dodge the table as I look at him with the WTF look. He tried to come to me but stopped Fiancee: Where do you think you're going? My BFF: What you did was insane she didn't do anything to you. Fiancee: Well I don't like her and I don't ever want to see you near her or talk to her anymore you hear me?! My BFF: But shes my best friend... Fiancee: If you want to marry me be with me I don't ever wanna see her again in my life. I looked at him and he turned away form me and walked back to her. While the entire restaurant looked at me with pity eyes. Me: What did.. I do to deserve this? he looked away from me as I stormed out the door into the rain. He never came for me... we are best friends how could he do this. I walked in the hard hail rain all night alone in the dark... I reached a bridge and stood on top held onto the rail and closed my eyes as lighting and thunder hit the pole it strikes me and I fell down... black out... straight down into the dark cold water...