Sunday, August 25, 2013

Fish Food


Dream
On a boat and all you see are big fish everywhere a lot are human size no specific kind no sharks that you see. I stood there looking down at them and a specific fish keeps swimming around and looks like its waiting for something. Stephen stood next to me

Me: I would hate to ever fall in cause those fish will eat you.

Then suddenly this guy comes over and pushes Stephen in.

Guy: see? No fish is gonna eat him.

I scream for help

Me: someone hurry get him up than the fish comes up and I can see it from far I screamed

Me: Stephen watch out!

The fish snatched Stephen up fast and down he went. The dude jumped in after him. Kyle ran over

Kyle: what? What happened!?!

Me: this asshole pushed Stephen into the water the fish got him and that dude went in after him.

Kyle gets ready to jump in

Me: please be careful

Kyle: He's my best friend Im going to get him back.

Kyle jumps in the water. The big fish itself arose from the water and all you see out of its mouth are a pair knees and leg with blood all over and a bunch of fish also chasing after it. I teared screaming for help as the guys on the boat started throwing bait on the other side to catch the other fish attention and off the big one. I saw the fish come up again and closer to the boat and I reached in to grab the leg out of the mouth and the fish yanked I grabbed on as I closed my eyes hoping to slow it down so they can catch up and suddenly i fell back fast as if it let go My hand was still gripping onto the pants I open my eyes and there was just a leg in my hand I screamed as well as everyone else. Then I see two pair of hands holding onto the boat like they're trying to get on. People ran over to help and pulled Stephen and Kyle up and they both got the other guy as well. When they pulled them all up and put the other guy on the boat one leg was missing and half his body has basically been acid by the fish stomach he was barely breathing. I ran to Stephen and Kyle hugging them.

Stephen: I'm a big guy that fish couldn't swallow me whole if it tried.

Me: what happened?

Stephen: it snatched me alright but I held his mouth open and started beating it up as I was coming up the dude was already down there swimming back up as he saw me free from the fish but the fish cane back and grabbed him so as it passes me I swam around I grabbed onto it and started beating it up as Kyle joined in and as the fish got weak we pulled this dude out.
Dude: I'm so sorry...
Kyle: you should feel sorry for yourself.
And I woke up.

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Cancer

Woke up in a very dark room with as sheer light comes in the room from the curtains. I sat up and ran my fingers through my hair to get the stands of hair falling down my face I walked to the bathroom and turned on the light. Stood there in front of the mirror as I brush my hair. Closed my eyes as I brush and brush till i felt something at my feet. I looked down and there were hair on my feet. I looked at the brush and there were so many hair on it. I closed my eyes as I feel my heart racing. When I opened my eyes my hair seemed fine. I let out a relived sigh as I go back to the bed and lay down.

Woke up again in the same way as i walk to the bathroom and brush my hair I kept watching myself in the mirror as I brushed my hair and I can see my hair falling this time. My hair was getting thin I stood there for a long time looking at my hair not knowing what to do... I started crying and ran to my bed as I shove my face into the pillow as it soaks up my tears. I fell asleep crying.

Woke once again to the same thing... this time i ran to the bathroom and my hair was just falling off I started screaming and yelling no over and over again. I threw things at the mirror punching it as the mirror breaks and glass flew everywhere as my hands started to bleed. I cried and fell to the floor laying on the broken glass as i kept bleeding. I laid there as my painful tears mixed in with my diseased blood. They started forming into a ball of blood everywhere was if they were gasoline and water. I lost a lot of blood and passed out.

I woke up in the bathroom as my body was drained of blood and tears i felt weak as I touch my hair or whats left of it. I grabbed the closest, biggest broken glass on the floor to see what I have left. I had a few strands of my jet black hair, my eyes had dark grey bags, my face is green from losing so much blood and I lost weight for not eating so long... I looked like a dead person.

Cancer oh cancer... before you can take the best of me and the last of whats left of my beautiful hair...

I took that piece of broken glass in my hand and slit my wrist. As blood and tears mixed with the last laugh... As i lay there listening to the last beat of my heart...