Wednesday, November 24, 2010

No Hope Left

Sitting there brushing my hair for a while as it slowly changes color. My hair from jet black started turning lighter as it hits brown then blonde and then last to platinum. Nothing else changed as i constantly brush my hair it grew longer and longer.

I sat there looking at myself in the mirror not sure what I was waiting for but the wind blew in as my platinum hair followed the winds direction as the wind stop my long hair was hanging outside the window. I stopped brushing my hair and walked over to the window looking out. The view was beautiful I can smell the water... As i look out to the ocean my hair shines and sparkles as it points towards the water. I then climbed out of the window and down to the ground as i follow the wind.

My hair stops and lands in the water as it floats on the surface I slowly walk into the water... further and further I go as the water reached my chest my hair created a circle around me as the water outside of the circle caused a whirlpool.

I started glowing as I closed my eyes my body was lifted up in the air as I stand there i was dry. When i opened my eyes i looked down everything was being sucked into the whirlpool i look around and I see tornadoes. I see things, items, houses... people being sucked up into it as I can't do anything but stand there in air and watch. Tears started falling from my eyes as it falls into the whirlpool. When my tear hit the water all the tornadoes stopped and everything was thrown everywhere due to the sudden stop. A car flew straight towards me as i look at it a massive air field bubbled me and the car smashed hard into the shield and fell into the whirlpool.

I got on my knees. Hands covering my face as cried. I reached out my hands to the people that are on the ground from being thrown here from the tornadoes sudden stop. I looked at the people and had no hope left as i slowly flew down back into the water. Feeling the cold water freezing me I was no longer dry. My hair shortened to my back as the color changed back to black.

I looked at shore then turned around and walked further into the water last thing i saw was water.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

I feel safe with you

Waking up to the thunder and lightening. Sat up shaking as he sat up next to me. He held me tight and comfort me as he whispers

It's ok baby. I'm right here.

I held him tight shivering as the thunder and lightening wouldn't go away. He then sings to me as he lays me down. He sang a beautiful song but I couldn't quite make it out all i remember is that it was beautiful as we faced each other in bed he kept singing playing with my hair as he caress my face. I slowly closed my eyes knowing that everything will be ok because he is here with me. As my eyes were shut i can still hear his voice it left me a smile on my face all thunder and lightening just disappeared to his voice.

As i felt his warm lips on my cheek i opened my eyes and our eyes locked he smiled at me looked at my lips then looking back at me with questions in his eyes if he was allowed to kiss me. And i smiled as i lifted my chin up to reach for his lips. His hand caressed my face as he kissed me he slowly moved on top of me as i laid on my back he kissed me as he runs his fingers through my hair getting it out of my face.

I feel safe... love... cherished... everything a girl would want... in his arms was everything I wanted...

And I woke up to a loud thunder.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Dieases

In a room looking outside the window from top floor at a play ground. Where theres a little boy sitting on a swing just swinging away. I couldn't see him clearly cause it was so far away a lady standing there by a car seems as if she was arguing with him she tried to grabbed him as he drove off she fell to the ground. She ran over grabbed the child and ran towards the building as i heard someone banging on the door a few minutes later.

I looked behind me and there was a man that yelled

Stop banging on the door Im coming. Then i looked around to find i'm in a house that is set up like a mini hospital and apparently I'm his nurse. The women was let in and she ran straight to the table with the boy she laid him down. He looked at me... part of his face was missing. His mother constantly yelling for help

I don't know what happened please help him!

The doctor looked at him and said take him out of here he has no cure take him out before he kills us all!

As he covers his mouth. I looked at him and said

No, the boy needs help you have to help him!

The mother and i ran after him as he walked to the other room. Then we heard some noises as if something was scratching the wall or carpet so the mother and I looked for the boy in the other room and he wasn't there we followed the scratching noise. And found the boy sitting there scratching his face off as he spread chunks of his body on the carpet. The mother ran over to him and tried to stop him but he wouldn't stop.

The little boy stopped and looked at me he was so messed up he stood up and starred at me then charged me trying to bite me. I tried to stop him as the mother tried to pull him off me he turned over and started tearing his mom up. I ran out tot he closest since it was the closest place to hide shaking looking out of the closest... the mothers body fell right in front of the closest looking in at me whispering

Run...

And her head got smashed as brains and blood splattered into the closest at me... I was so scared i couldn't move. The kid ran off really fast as i stood up trying to get out i sat right back down when i saw the doctor heading my way he got knocked over and the kid slowly tore him apart as he still tried to get away... he saw me and he started screaming for help the kid looked up at the closest and shoved his hand into the man and he died. The kid slowly walked towards the closest he was looking straight and as he had his face tot he closest quickly his eyes rolled down to me. I covered my mouth as i let out a little scream shaking.

I woke up... thank god I woke up...

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Sick deadly joke.

Walking down stairs in the dark mist inside the house I see shadows of people surrounding me as i walk to the kitchen in a hurry looking for something to defend myself with. The mist made the floor wet and slippery as i fall trying to find my way in the dark gruesome fear for my life.

I was able to find a knife as i grab it stood up and turned around no one was there. I slowly walked towards the living room to get away from the wet slimy slippery floor as i tripped over something and feel down on it face forward to the floor hitting my head on the stool on the way down i got dizzy. I tried to put my face closer to the thing i tripped over to figure out what it was and i saw 2 wide opened eyes just to figure out its a dead person someone i don't recognize. I let out a little screamed as i cover my mouth up holding it in i splattered his blood all over my face.

I stood up and walked faster to the living room and someone grabbed me i turned around and stabbed him/her multiple times over and over till it fell to the floor as the lights turned on and people were yelling Happy Birthday. I stood there with blood all over my hand i dropped the knife to look and see who i just brutally murdered. I fell the the floor and cried as he was chocking on his own blood.

Everyone stood there as in they were shocked as i screamed

CALL 911! What the fuck is everyones problem. What kind of sick joke is this!

Then everyone laughed. My friend i stabbed stood up and laughed.

Its just a joke we gave you a toy knife the blade moves in when you stabbed me.

I started having a hard time breathing i fell to the floor gasping for air and I closed my eyes.

I woke up.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Mythical

Opened my eyes facing the sea... the beautiful sun rising up glazing its sunlight down the sea leaving glittery sparks all over me as i look down the water as a mirror to look at myself as i felt happy it was a new day i tried to stand up and fell into the water. I started panicking because i couldn't swim but the next thing I know i was on that same rock i fell off of. Asking myself how did i fall? Why am i here? as i tried to move my feet i couldn't move them both as if they were tied together. I looked down and i kept looking at it and rubbed my eyes again and looked back down at it once again i don't have legs... I have a fishes tail? As i move it and slashed the water enjoying it forgetting the questions I've been asking myself. I'm a MERMAID? I dived into the water with no hesitant and swam deep down under enjoying the fact i could swim.

As i was swimming i started feeling the water getting colder as i look back a BLUE DRAGON was swimming towards me i swam to the side and hide behind the rock as i watched its beautiful scale blind me in amazement. I waited till it was far out and swam right after it. As i ran into something i stopped and looked up this big white creature with eyes looking at me it has legs and fins... I couldn't figure out what it was. (did some research and remembering the picture it looks like a NINGEN). It then moved on swimming very fast as it disappeared in the deep dark blue water. Amused to how that creature looked i wanted to see more I tried to swim faster to catch up with the dragon but it was gone... I kept swimming and ended up on the shore as i looked around there was a big Green Chinese Dragon puffing fire high up in the sky as i heard a sound next to me. I looked over and the first thing i saw was a golden horn. It was a UNICORN... i reached up to pet it was i groomed its hair i reached for its golden horn and a very bright light flashed before my eyes.

I was snatched by a GRYPHON (very beautiful creature) as we flew to the sky i see white sparks ahead as we got closer the sparks followed us. I looked closer and they are LITTLE FAIRIES. Little creatures with wings (not as pretty as i thought) they were just wrapped around me as the GRYPHON comes closer to land and lays me down in a small pond. I dipped myself in since i was drying out. The FARIES started to fly away.

Was thinking out loud as i was to speak to myself. Just to noticed... I don't have a voice. I cant talk. All i let out is a soothing sound as if i was humming a song. I kept trying and trying as i look around forest creatures surrounded me listening to my voice. Then i started to actually hum a song. As i got carried away i closed my eyes i can hear the animals scatter as i open my eyes fast and reaction i had my teeth and nails out there was a CENTAURS (half man half horse) standing across from me walking closer as the animals made a path for him.

And I woke up.

Friday, September 17, 2010

My friend

I was at my friends house for the first time meeting her and her husband which is also my friend. We all went to eat at Logan's steak House and talked just about anything possible. Their son sat there threw food at us as we kept talking lol. We just talk as every now and then we turn over to open our mouths to catch the food he's throwing at us lol. Next thing I knew we were at a lake sitting there just her and I with our notepads out talking as we kept writing. It was peaceful.

We laid down as we talked about the clouds as they pass us by leaving shadows behind them while the sun takes over and flashed my eyes. I sat up to wipe the brightness out of my eyes when i opened it. I saw her jump into the lake swimming with a dolphin? lol

I looked down at my notepad and looked back up she was gone so i looked around and there she was behind me pushing me into the water. Of course I didn't drown lol the water was low lol. Reminded me of when I was a kid. We dragged ourselves back to shore and laid down drying off by the hectic sun. We closed our eyes and fell asleep. I started hearing a lot of noises as if we were at a mall i sat up and apparently I was sleeping at a table with a lot of people in line. I looked next to me there she was signing her books away and all i did was drool on them lol. We were signing our books. I looked around to find out we are at Barnes and Nobles. I picked up her book and then picked up mine. How ironic. I know these books. As we signed our books away I heard a loud gunshot very close by I looked around everything went in slow motion I saw the bullet heading towards us as I tried to stop it it went straight through me and straight threw my friend. I was knocked out to the side and she fell backwards as we kept bleeding we crawled to each other and held hands I felt the cold dawn down on me as the last thing i saw was her face.

I actually woke up crying. It was like a movie...

Thursday, September 9, 2010

What is this?

I was angry sitting there staring at the wall then out the window. Stood up walked down stairs and to the kitchen. Made myself a feast (like a family holy crap Thanks Giving meal) and ate it slowly all by myself.

The expression on my face changed from anger to normal. As i walked back up stairs and laid down staring at the ceiling. I started to feel very sad i teared as i cried out loud.

Woke up in tears.