Sunday, April 1, 2012

Demons

Ray and I were driving like crazy down the highway with cars abandoned everywhere and no soul around us. We kept blindly driving and driving and BAM we hit something we couldn't figure out what it was. The car spinned in circles about 3 times before it hit another car and stopped. We both got out of the car with our guns out looking around.Ray turned to me Ray: I'm not sure what I hit but whatever it was can't be human. It was huge! To be able to spin the car like that! We should be happy were still alive. Me: I dont know if I want to be happy to be alive right now. Do you see the point in it? Ray: Youre right... As i look up behind Ray was a black Shadow. Me: RAY! Ray looked behind him and duck I shot at the shadow and it disappeared. We stood our backs to the car looking around for it but nowhere and all the sudden my legs were pulled from under the car. My chin and face hit the ground an i got pulled in Ray grabbed onto my hands and puled me out. We stood back to back with each other way from everything. Nothing else showed up we looked at the car Ray: should we try? Me: Worth a shot beats standing here for them to come. We both ran fast to the car jumped in and Ray tried to start it but it wouldn't start. The car started getting really cold. We both looked behind us as the shadow grabbed us by the neck and started choking us. I was able to get out and ran to ray side open the door and tried to pull him out the more i pulled the hard it choked him so I opened the back door and saw the shadow sitting there starring at me I closed my eyes and jumped in at it and it disappeared and let ray go. We both ran ahead and something hit Ray really hard and he fell forward. I flipped him over rand his eyes were completely black. He started laughing as I back up far and to get cover he raised his gun and started shooting at me. I stayed down and took one shot at his arm. Once I shot him there was the black shadow burst out of his body. I came to check on him Ray: Why did you shoot me!? Me: Did you not noticed how many shots you shot at me? Good thing you suck I let out a giggle and so did Ray. Ray: Imma hurt you one day (and he laughed) Something hit me really hard in the back which also knocked Ray over. Me: GO! RUN! Hurry! I can't hold it much longer! Ray took off but kept looking back ME: GO! NOW! I took up the gun and shot my hand hoping it would work but it didnt the shot in the hand wasnt as painful as the demon eating my soul. Ray: Are you ok? The Demon in me looked up at Ray through my eyes Me: Of Course I Am Raised up the gun and shot Ray in the middle of the head.

Friday, March 16, 2012

Continuous dream from last night...

Waking up as my body was on shore. I couldn't feel my body or anything but coldness... loneliness... I crawled up and noticing my finger nails falling off I looked at my hand and chunks were missing from my hand and even a finger... My flesh were falling off me as if there's nothing to hold it back... I see my bones on my legs and ribs... How am I still alive... I wondered... I stood up and kept walking and walking and walking... I ended up in front of a church... I can hear the piano playing the wedding song I opened the door in and there they were getting ready to be married. I smiled for his happiness then she walked towards me and kicked me to the ground. I barely had anything left to stand on as is... He came over and wanted to help me then she said Bride: Finish her! Groom: What do you mean finish her? Shes hurt shes needs help! Bride: If you want to be with me forever I want to see you finish her! I want to see when this bitch will give up and go away forever! He stood there and knells down to me. Me: I came... to be at your wedding... Im your best man... remember...? I reached in my pocket and pulled out the ring... Groom: Im sorry. I don't want you to see this. He reached up and with his thumb poke out one of my eyes. I sat there in no pain but cried to how he can turn on our friend ship all this time. I tried to reach up to him and she kicked the last arm I had holding me up. He reached for the other eye and as he did that I reached inside of my stomach and broke off a rib fast and stabbed him in the stomach. The bride didn't even care. he fell to the floor and she stepped over us and walked away.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

How Could You...

My best friend told me he was engaged today and wanted me to be his best man but wouldn't tell me who it was. he said he wanted to Surprise me so he set up dinner for 3 at a nice restaurant. I agreed to go so he picked me up and we sat down waiting for her. 30 minutes pass time and she still wasn't there. Finally My BFF and I sat there talked and had fun and didn't noticed she was standing right there starring at us. My BFF stood up fast and pulled out her chair. I stared at her wondering how could he marry this person but I was happy for him cause he would be happy. This woman sat down and starred at me without blinking. Picked up her glass of wine splashed it in my face all over my white blouse and flipped the table on me. I stood up fast to dodge the table as I look at him with the WTF look. He tried to come to me but stopped Fiancee: Where do you think you're going? My BFF: What you did was insane she didn't do anything to you. Fiancee: Well I don't like her and I don't ever want to see you near her or talk to her anymore you hear me?! My BFF: But shes my best friend... Fiancee: If you want to marry me be with me I don't ever wanna see her again in my life. I looked at him and he turned away form me and walked back to her. While the entire restaurant looked at me with pity eyes. Me: What did.. I do to deserve this? he looked away from me as I stormed out the door into the rain. He never came for me... we are best friends how could he do this. I walked in the hard hail rain all night alone in the dark... I reached a bridge and stood on top held onto the rail and closed my eyes as lighting and thunder hit the pole it strikes me and I fell down... black out... straight down into the dark cold water...

Sunday, February 26, 2012

What happened to your promise...?

I opened my eyes and moved my hand as it slowly glides above the wet grass of morning mist. The sun coming through the leafs of the trees I rolled over to my side to sit up and maybe I sat up too fast but there where sparks everywhere around me. It was beautiful I looked around me and there was a pond an amazingly beautiful one as you can see sparkles like glitter dancing upon the water.

I stood up and walked over to the pond and sat down as I look at myself in it. But... I saw nothing. I reached my hand into the water and scooped a hand full of water as it slowly drains from my hands down to my elbow I quickly take a sip of it. It felt refreshing as I splashed the rest of it on my face. I reached back down again for another scoop and there I was, my reflection. I look closer and realized the scars on my face. My skin was ruined with big scars across my face. I sat there as i trace the scars with my finger feeling the pain as if they were new wounds... then suddenly...

I can hear a a piano playing from a distance. Just listening to it made me feel like a soothing voice speaking to me calling me to come closer. It made me forget the pain I felt from the scars... I stood up and headed towards the soothing sound as I reached a meadow...

There you were sitting there as the sunlight comes down on you as if it was a movie, an anime or one of those Disney cartoons those fairy tales... It was so dreamy. I walked over and stood by the Piano as your eyes were closed playing the Piano as if you played with your heart. I looked at the piano and saw my reflection the scars were gone...

As I was still wondering where my scars were I didn't realize when you stopped playing. You reached for my hand and pulled me into your lap as you lay your gentle lips on mine kissing me passionately.

I will never leave you no matter what happens.

You said as your lips were still partially on mine. I kissed you again as I whisper gasping for air cause you take my breath away

What if I become ugly one day... Will you still love me?

You opened your eyes and looked into mine

I will never leave you no matter what happened. Its whats inside you that I love not how you look. Your look is just a plus but your heart is gold, it's what I treasure.

I sat up and leaned on your shoulder as I lay my hand on the piano.

Play me another song... from your heart.

You started to play a beautiful song, I can feel my heart beating to the beat as I close my eyes moving to the song. I started feeling the pain on my face I panicked and looked into the Piano for my reflection and there they were my scars... all over my face...

Do you promise?

You stopped playing and asked as I dive my face into the palm of my hands. I stood up

Promise what?

That you wont leave me no matter what happens...?

I promise.

I raised my face up with the salty tears running down my face burning my pain even more. I turned around and looked at you. You looked at me shocked as you stood up too and slowly backed up

But... you promised...

You kept moving backwards...

I'm... I'm... sorry... I can't...

You turned around and ran off into the woods. I ran after you in tears. I kept running and running and finally i reached an edge of a cliff... I cried thinking of your face... the face you had when you looked at me and ran off as if you saw a monster... I stood up and looked up at the sky and smile as I dived down in the deep cliff with no bottom...

Saturday, February 18, 2012

The Pond Of Sadness

We stood there by the big oak tree as he looks far in the distance with those sad eyes wanting to touch his face and wipe away those sadness that indented in his face as a print of an agony painting dripping of sorrow. He started to walk and I walked right beside him quietly... as memories flooded my mind of him and I laying there below the tree talking happily...

We started to walk by a house as he stopped and touched the wall and had a very sad smile on his face even though it was just a glance I can tell it was good memories he had here. I stood next to him as I reached up to the wall myself and I can feel his pain his sorrow... and all our memories collapsed on me in this house... it was ours. Memories all coming back to me as if I was there right now in his arms... but I'm not. I'm just right next to him as he walks away sadly... I ask myself... why is he so sad. why can't i put myself to hold his hand... touch him... feel him... But instead I walk beside him sadly. I want to comfort him... but something makes me sadly walk beside him watch him as he slowly seem to die in pain...

He moves on as time flies I never noticed but we moved so fast as if we just kept moving from room to room with a different scene of a sad movie. We reached a Pond when I started to feel pain all over my body. I panicked and looked at him for help when I noticed tears were falling from his beautiful sad face. I tried to reach for him as he fell to the floor... There were no memories I could see here at this pond... but pain... the pain ripping my body apart I held myself shaking as i fell to the ground. He called my name... I hear echos of him screaming my name I looked up as he slowly walks into the water. I stood up fast and ran to him trying to stop him but i ran right through him. In shock... I fell into the water and as i fell down I went straight to the bottom and memories came fast as a flow down the river...

The memories were him and I, walking to this Pond as I saw a beautiful Lotus (cause its my name) and wanted it but I couldn't reach it he reached in for me and got me one as he laid a kiss on my forehead. I was greedy and reached down for more he tried to pull me back but by time i noticed I saw these yellow eyes down below in the water it came up to me fast a big alligator snatched my arm and pulled me down oh the pain seemed so painful and real. It pulled me down as it threw me back and forth breaking my bones in my body. I can still see him screaming for help jumping in as he tries to release me... after all that all I can remember and see was my body broken as I laid in him arms... he also had blood all over him crying in pain as he cried screaming my name...

The memories stopped there. I stood up and looked at him as he slowly walks into the pond. I cried and called his name and he stopped and looked around

Mya?

I walked to him and tried to hug him as if he could feel me... the wind started to blow and he stopped moving and took a long breathe and slowly walked back to land. He wiped away his tears

I'll always love you.

Friday, January 27, 2012

End Of The World

I was driving fast through what looks like an abandon city just speeding as i barely made it out side of the city slaming on my breaks. There was a big fight ahead as my car swirved some of the people from the fight headed my way. I backed up fast... My back wheels ran over a bike and got stuck. Those people started beatin on the car broke the windshield. I let out a scream as rain poured down i heard
LET HER GO!
I looked over at the crowd as Christian fights his way to me. Two held on to me and the rest went to take Christian down but it didnt stop him as he got closer i felt a stab through my chest... The look on Christians face was painful as i look down at my chest there was a sword coming out of it. Christian fell to his knees... Let out a loud roar as the mob surrounded him and the place exploded.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

His Warmth

Walking down the dark streets as I can feel warm tears falling from my eyes. I stop and slowly hold out my hands as tears over flow even more and gently land on the palm of my hands as it fills up I fell to my knees and splashed my hand full of tears into my face as I sat there wondering what to do.. I felt cold drops falling on my back and shoulders giving me the chills. I look up watching the rain drops fall down in slow motion slowly fusing in with my tear rolling down my face. I close my eyes and laid my face into the palm of my hands where I can still feel the warmth from the tears I have shed.

Are you alright?

A gentle voice echoed by my ears as i open my eyes and looked up. The rain was like a full curtain covering up the space between me and him as he reaches his hands out to me. I lay my hands in his and he gripped onto me and pulled me in closer and he held me tight. The cold I felt from the rain was no longer there all I felt was the warmth of his heart... his body heat...

I'll always be here for you, no matter what.

I thought to myself as I held on tight to him hoping this will never end.