I will never leave you...

I opened my eyes... and you were nowhere near. I sat up in this cold bed eyes searching for that warmth in your eyes to warm up the emptiness I feel inside. Getting out of bed, toes touching the cold floor sending shivers up my spine. I stood there, broken... as i covered my face with the empty hands I once held yours...
Suddenly, I felt your warm hands gliding across my waist connecting each other around my back. My body started heating up as the cool breeze blew my hair backwards. I slowly lift my face up out of the palm of my hands and reached up to touch your facing... to see if you were real... with a smile on my face as I touched you and you laid a kiss on my lips.
I will never leave you baby... I love you...

Darkness

A family of 5, father, mother and 3 kids. 1 girl 6 year old a boy about 3 and a 6 month old baby girl.
Father came home and told his wife the bad news that he got fired. Everyday he went back out to hope to find a job but no one would hire him cause so many businesses are going out of business. They started living off just porridge and eggs every now and then and sometimes nothing. The father got so depressed he jumped out in front of an 18 wheeler and took his own life. Leaving the wife alone with 3 kids no job, no money... The wife takes the kids to the corner of the street to beg for food and money... but so many people are struggling as well and couldn't afford to give much. They have one pig and it was too old no one would buy it, On the last bowl of rice the mom took the baby in the kitchen with her as she cooks the rice. The baby was crying and crying due to hunger. Everyone was hungry. Then suddenly the baby's crying stopped. The 3 year old walked to the kitchen and saw mommy standing there (Her back was to him) holding a butcher knife with blood dripping on the floor. The 6 year old ran over covered her brothers mouth and pulled him tot he side away from the door. The mom turn over quickly and there was just blood all over her. She didnt see anything so she sits down and starts carving and carving as she hums. She threw some parts in the bucket and some parts in the pot of porridge. After a few minutes she stands up with the bucket and takes it out to the pig and pours it in the pigs bowl.
Eat it all... I'll be eating you tomorrow...
The two kids walk over to look for their baby sister and all they saw was blood everywhere. They finally walked over closer to the pot and looked in and there was an eyeball floating in the pot... They both screamed and the mother looked over quickly and smiled as she runs at them with the knife.
And thats where I woke up...

Teen Problems

Teen Problems

Back in our teens Zak and I we best friends. I fell in love with him but he never felt the same for me. I stayed by his side as a best friend and council with his decisions in life.

I moved out from home into a dorm in school, as did he. His roommates pushing weed on him as did mine. I didn't fall for it but Zak did. I tried to stop him but he said it's just weed and that it was safer than smoking. I told him I prefer him not to do it again. He said OK I promise.
As the school week passed I saw him sneaking around the corner and into the stairway I walked over by the door and saw him and another guy exchanging a package. After it was done he came back in and bumped into me. I asked him about it and he said it was nothing and walked right pass me. I grabbed him arm calling him he yanked his arm back hurting me. He looked like he was concerned and l but then he turned away, quickly said sorry and walked away fast. My heart broke not because he doesn't love me but because he's fallen into the wrong path and I can't help him get on the right track.
He was trying out for the football team and I was just in the marching band. My roommates one was a cheerleader and one was those popular girls you don't want to hang around with. Sadly I didn't have a choice but to stay with them. Listening to how they talk down at people but I keep my mouth shut.
One day the cheerleader said she's dating a guy name Zak slender guy with hair in his face, blue dreamy eyes and right then I knew it was Zak. She says she was using Zak to make her ex boyfriend which was the football quarter back mad and get back with her.
I went to see Zak and asked to talk to him in private he walked away from his friends and we talked. I told him what I heard and he looked at me and said I can't believe you're jealous to that extent. You don't want to see me happy, happy with another girl. I don't love you like that. You're just a friend. I looked at him in tears and said I'm just a friend to you now? Well just friends it is. I walked away.
He made it into the fraternity and I saw him less and less. I usually get a glance and a smile every now and then. Shortly after they had a party and I was invited as well as my dorm mates. They were all dressed up in heels and I wore the sweater he gave last Christmas in jeans and sneakers.
The party was huge.I walked in hoping to see Zak but I didn't see him anywhere as I walk through the crowd people were drinking, smoking and doing drugs. I decided this wasn't my place so I turned around and started to walk out as I see Zak walking upstairs. I followed him to say hi but got stopped by a couple drink guys making fun of how I dressed I pushed through them and went the direction I thought I saw Zak going. Down the hall was just the room so I opened the door walked in and didn't see him then I started hearing someone sniffle in the bathroom I pushed the door in and saw Zak doing drugs. Zak saw me and panic grabbed me so I don't run off threw me to the wall and begged me not to tell anyone. I told him he's hurting me then he dropped me panicking and saying sorry over and over. I picked myself up and ran off.
I made back to my dorm as I drowned my pillow with my tears and fell deep asleep into my sorrows.
Morning came and my eyes were shut from the swelling from crying I can barely see. Got up went to shower and get ready for school. I can gear my roommates chatting in the room and one crying. But when I got out they were already gone.
As I make it to class the principle was on the intercom and called everybody to the gym they had something important to say. We all made it to the gym as I looked around for Zak but he was nowhere to be found. The principle walked in and spoke with a disappointed voice. I'm disappointed in what went on yesterday. Drinking? Drugs? And now John Fraco (quarter back) is dead. If anyone knows anything stand up now. No one stood up of course and the meeting ended.
I went to Zak's place and walked to his room no one answered so I opened the door in. There he was laying in bed under the cover shivering. I came to his bed side and pat him on the shoulder he looked at me in tears and said I'm sorry. I held him close and laid in bed with him as I held him close to my heart I can feel his warm tears filing up the home he left when he called me just a friend. What happened Zak? I asked him gently as I stroked his hair. I should have listened to you Mya... I should of stayed away... As he holds me right. Shhssss it's OK... Talk to me. Please... I scoot down to lay side by side with him as I look into his wet blue eyes. It was an accident... I didn't mean to... My gf was upstairs with me and John came in raging, we got into a fight and when I pushed him off of me he fell onto the table and hit his head... No one saw me so I ran. I looked at him... Zak... You know that was an accident right...? You need to confess or it will be worse... But I'm scared he said as he looked at me guilty. I looked at him with tears in my eyes I'll go with you OK... I told you I'll always be here for you. He looked at me with loving eyes the look I've missed for so long and said I love you. I looked at him with confusion and said you're just scared and confused. He shook his head and said no. I always did but we were befriends and I didn't want to ruin it. I looked at him and shook my head but you did walk away from me you didn't think that would ruin our friendship? He cried and said I know... I was wrong... I don't know what I was thinking... I held him close and said I love you too... He raised my chin and kissed me passionately the kiss I've been waiting for since as long as I can remember. As our lips separate I stood up off the bed and reached out my hand. Now let's do the right thing. He sat up and took my hand. Wiped his tears and asked... Will you wait for me? I looked at him and smiled haven't I been doing that all along? He smiled and we walked to the principles office.

Fair + Ride # ???

I had a dream we were all going to a huge fair and getting on a ride. I got on a seat and the baby wanted to ride with me and I told him he can't it's not for kids his age so he cried. So the girl came over and said he can ride with you. I said um... OK. So the mom brought him over and I held him and strapped us up. The ride started and went in circles up and down the baby was screaming as if he was being murdered. The girl stopped the ride came over and asked is he OK. I said I think he's just scared. The mom came over and got him. The girl said wow surprised he didn't shit himself. Then the mom picked him off her side and looked. He did shit himself. Then I looked at my shirt where he sat and I had poo all over my side and the mom looked at her side where she was carrying him and she had poo all over her side Lol the baby cracked up laughing.

Fish Food

Dream
On a boat and all you see are big fish everywhere a lot are human size no specific kind no sharks that you see. I stood there looking down at them and a specific fish keeps swimming around and looks like its waiting for something. Stephen stood next to me

Me: I would hate to ever fall in cause those fish will eat you.

Then suddenly this guy comes over and pushes Stephen in.

Guy: see? No fish is gonna eat him.

I scream for help

Me: someone hurry get him up than the fish comes up and I can see it from far I screamed

Me: Stephen watch out!

The fish snatched Stephen up fast and down he went. The dude jumped in after him. Kyle ran over

Kyle: what? What happened!?!

Me: this asshole pushed Stephen into the water the fish got him and that dude went in after him.

Kyle gets ready to jump in

Me: please be careful

Kyle: He's my best friend Im going to get him back.

Kyle jumps in the water. The big fish itself arose from the water and all you see out of its mouth are a pair knees and leg with blood all over and a bunch of fish also chasing after it. I teared screaming for help as the guys on the boat started throwing bait on the other side to catch the other fish attention and off the big one. I saw the fish come up again and closer to the boat and I reached in to grab the leg out of the mouth and the fish yanked I grabbed on as I closed my eyes hoping to slow it down so they can catch up and suddenly i fell back fast as if it let go My hand was still gripping onto the pants I open my eyes and there was just a leg in my hand I screamed as well as everyone else. Then I see two pair of hands holding onto the boat like they're trying to get on. People ran over to help and pulled Stephen and Kyle up and they both got the other guy as well. When they pulled them all up and put the other guy on the boat one leg was missing and half his body has basically been acid by the fish stomach he was barely breathing. I ran to Stephen and Kyle hugging them.

Stephen: I'm a big guy that fish couldn't swallow me whole if it tried.

Me: what happened?

Stephen: it snatched me alright but I held his mouth open and started beating it up as I was coming up the dude was already down there swimming back up as he saw me free from the fish but the fish cane back and grabbed him so as it passes me I swam around I grabbed onto it and started beating it up as Kyle joined in and as the fish got weak we pulled this dude out.
Dude: I'm so sorry...
Kyle: you should feel sorry for yourself.
And I woke up.

Cancer

Woke up in a very dark room with as sheer light comes in the room from the curtains. I sat up and ran my fingers through my hair to get the stands of hair falling down my face I walked to the bathroom and turned on the light. Stood there in front of the mirror as I brush my hair. Closed my eyes as I brush and brush till i felt something at my feet. I looked down and there were hair on my feet. I looked at the brush and there were so many hair on it. I closed my eyes as I feel my heart racing. When I opened my eyes my hair seemed fine. I let out a relived sigh as I go back to the bed and lay down.

Woke up again in the same way as i walk to the bathroom and brush my hair I kept watching myself in the mirror as I brushed my hair and I can see my hair falling this time. My hair was getting thin I stood there for a long time looking at my hair not knowing what to do... I started crying and ran to my bed as I shove my face into the pillow as it soaks up my tears. I fell asleep crying.

Woke once again to the same thing... this time i ran to the bathroom and my hair was just falling off I started screaming and yelling no over and over again. I threw things at the mirror punching it as the mirror breaks and glass flew everywhere as my hands started to bleed. I cried and fell to the floor laying on the broken glass as i kept bleeding. I laid there as my painful tears mixed in with my diseased blood. They started forming into a ball of blood everywhere was if they were gasoline and water. I lost a lot of blood and passed out.

I woke up in the bathroom as my body was drained of blood and tears i felt weak as I touch my hair or whats left of it. I grabbed the closest, biggest broken glass on the floor to see what I have left. I had a few strands of my jet black hair, my eyes had dark grey bags, my face is green from losing so much blood and I lost weight for not eating so long... I looked like a dead person.

Cancer oh cancer... before you can take the best of me and the last of whats left of my beautiful hair...

I took that piece of broken glass in my hand and slit my wrist. As blood and tears mixed with the last laugh... As i lay there listening to the last beat of my heart...

Zombie Attack

I was talking to Jack outside a 2 story house it was dark out.

Me: Whens the baby coming?

Jack: In a couple months. But we broke up did you not know that?

Me: Really?

Jack: Yeah. Last month. That's why I shes not here with us. Its all family and... I want to get back with you.

Sister: Come in here fast! And lock the door!

We ran in fast and locked all the doors.

Everyone as in the living room. There were 3 girls me Jen, Jess and 3 guys Frank, Jack and Brad. The TV was on and there was the news. There were zombies everywhere people were dieing. I stood up fast and looked at the windows.

Me: Fast! Everyone block the doors and windows!

We all ran to the doors and windows with furniture's and started blocking the place. Frank just stood there by the TV.

Me: Frank! Hurry! We need you!

Frank: Hell no! Im not going anywhere!

He ran up stairs and hide. They started breaking into the windows we didn't make it to started crawling in. We ran up stairs and started splitting up. Jack, Brad, Jess and Jen ran into the master bedroom. Frank ran into the guest bedroom and I was in the bath room across from the master bedroom and guest room. I peaked out as a zombie slowly walked up stairs. It passed the guest bedroom and i heard a door open. I looked over and looked over at the guest bed room Frank was peaking out. He saw the zombie and slammed the door. The zombie spotted him and started banging on the door I can hear Frank screaming horrified. The zombie finally made it in I looked out and ran into the guest room to help him. I kicked the zombie to the floor as Frank curls up in the corner screaming.

Me: Stop screaming like a girl and come help me. You're letting the other zombies know where we are!

Frank sat there and cried. I knew I wasn't getting help from him so I ran fast to the zombie punched it in the stomach as its guts fell out and all over my hand and the floor i slipped and it fell on me I managed to twist its head, and its head fell to the floor. I was covered in zombie guts. I stood up grabbed Frank. Looked outside to see if there were any zombies as we rushed to the master bed room. Everyone was in the closet.

Me: What the hell are you guys thinking. This is what happens in freaking zombie movies. Are you stupid or what your door wasn't blocked and you all sit in the closet is giving them lunch all in one make them work for it.

They finally got out from underneath the bed and out of the closet and helped me move the bed over to the door and we all stayed quiet. There was another door in the room and I opened it.

Me: This is where your security cameras are.

There was a desk with 8 screens on it. The entire house was covered with cameras. We watched the zombies leave the house on the screen. There is a zombie in the hall by our door. We stayed quiet. The zombie slowly walked away and out the house. I pointed at Jacks truck on the screen.

Me: Someone need to get the truck to the back yard. If I remember correctly he has guns in the back trunk from hunting a couple months back.

Jack: Yeah, I never took them out. Ill go get them but someone need to come with me.

Frank: I'll go...

Brad: No let me go. He can barely stand on his feet. He soiled himself.

Frank: No! I can do this. I can go!

Me: Fine. Frank and Jack. Climb down from here. I pointed at the flower stand.

They slowly climbed down as we ran to the security cameras and watched. Jack called me on my phone.

Jack: Is it clear?

Me: Yeah, just push the truck for now to the back so you have more time. Frank got in the truck as Jack pushes the truck they made it to the back. Started getting the guns out.

Me: There's a zombie coming Frank needs to sit down low.

Jack: Frank sit down there's a zombie coming?

Frank: Where?

As he panics and fell down and made some noise from the truck. The zombie spotted him as Jack picks up the gun and started shooting. Brad and I both climbed down knowing Jack was a lone cause Frank is useless. Each of us grabbed a gun and started shooting. Frank ran off as a zombie grabbed him and started tearing him up. He was still alive as he was getting torn up I focused my shot on his head to take him out of his misery. BANG!

It was just me Brad and Jack back to back surrounded by zombies. We started hearing Jen and Jess screaming up stairs Jen jumped out of the window flat on the floor and Jess was being attacked by many zombies up stairs. There was no hope for them. Jens body was being eaten as Jacks girlfriend (a zombie) walks over slowly to him and he let his gun down.

Me: Jack! It's not her anymore shes a zombie now! She'll kill you!

Brad: Dude if you don't shoot her I will.

Brad raised his gun up at her and Jack punched Brad in the face.

Jack: No one shoots her but me.

Jack teared up as he gets ready to shoot her. As she came closer. We noticed her stomach was opened and the baby was half way hanging out. Jack fell to the floor and cried. Me and Brad tried to pick Jack up but it was useless. We tried shooting the zombies off but we finally ran out of ammo. We both had to run away. There was a shed near by I ran into the shed looking for anything that can be a weapon. Brad was right behind me but when I got into the shed I didn't see him anymore. There was holes in the shed where I peaked out. I closed my mouth with my hands making sure no surprise will make me scream or make any noise and BAM... there was Brads body fallen on the floor by my feet right outside. He was slowly being eaten while I watched. After a little while I sat there looking outside holding onto the chainsaw looking out the peep hole. Suddenly something covered up the hole I cant see the light from the yard in anymore. Then it slowly moved out and there was Jack's girlfriends stomach... the baby was hanging out of her stomach. I closed my eyes and prayed for it. When I opened my eyes the baby was looking at me. I got shocked and fell back. I started my chain saw as all the zombies started attacking the shed. As they got in I swang the chainsaw with my eyes closed.