Demon husband

Waking up in a beautiful very beautiful fancy room i sat up and found it hard to actually sit up i looked down and i was... pregnant? I stood up and walked over tho the mirror and wow... I thought to myself I look like i'm bout ready to burst. I looked around to see if i can figure out where i was and who I'm with. I got dizzy and fell to the floor and gentle yet strong hand held me up I looked up at him and there are those beautiful eyes looking at me with love and caring. I never asked who he was

"Where are we?"

"We are in London my darling"

"What are we doing here?"

"This is our house."

"Our house?"

I stood up as he helped me walk over to the big glass window. Wow... i thought to self its beautiful.

"Are... we here alone?"

"No hun, Patrick and Samantha came with us. You forgot?"

"Oh, I see. Where are they?"

"They are down stairs since Sammie is pregnant she doesn't want to be on the top floor. But you on the other hand insist in being up here"

"Come down stairs I had breakfast made"

We walked down stairs to this huge kitchen it was amazing my dream kitchen. He sat me down at this long dinner table as Pat and Sammie was already there waiting for me. We ate breakfast it was a very calming morning. Me and Sammie went outside to the garden and started watering the trees as we talked and laughed the suddenly theres white little balls just dropping down on us. I bent down to pick on up trying to figure out what it was it was just a plain white little ball then i laid it in my hand it started spinning Sammie and I stood there looking at it and it stopped. there it was.. it was an eye ball i got scared and dropped it to the floor it grew legs and started moving away we were afraid as we ran to the house we heard Pat screaming we ran to his voice and he had blood all over him he was on the floor his legs were covered in those things. We ran over and started pulling him away from those thing we just kept pulling and pulling without looking back. When we got him outside we turned around all that was left of his legs were bones.

I looked around really fast and started crying

"Where is he? Wheres my husband?!"

Patrick in agony and pain

"He was in the kitchen last i saw when those things attacked me i lost him"

I stood up and ran inside the house with no fear of the creatures but fear of losing my husband. I looked everywhere down stairs and nothing i ran up to our room and he was just standing there at the bed looking at the wall.

"Baby! Lets go! Pat got attacked"

I cried in vain as i try to pull him. He turned around and looked at me his eyes were glowing a deep dark red color as

"Don't be scared hun. Its just me."

As I backed up he started walking slowly towards me.

"Who are you! Leave my husband alone!"

"Oh dear... I am your husband. And you have my child!"

I ran towards the window (Not sure why) and as he charged me we both fell out the window from the second floor.

Angry Wet Dream? lol

Yesterdays dream since I woke up late didn't have time to blog it.

Sitting there on the cold white glittering beach sand as I stare out into the water of notorious waves fighting the with the sand as it tries to reach me. I sat there alone for a long time. The wind was heavy as if it also was fighting the waves as it pushes me over. I lay there curled up eyes wide open waiting for something, someone to show up? I asked myself what is it? Trying to control myself to sit up but It was useless. I laid there paralyzed as the waves got stronger and bigger as it marches towards me laying there peacefully.

What is going through my mind? Why am i just laying there? Alone? Finally I closed my eyes. Wanting to open it but I couldn't. I just laid there with no movement. And he heard a door slam! i opened my eyes tracing the walls to figure out where I am. I was in bed in a beautiful little room as i hear angry loud foot steps walking up stairs towards me. I jumped up and stood there staring at the door wondering who or what is about to walk through that door and what it wants.

The door opened fast and was pushed in so hard it dented the wall as i stared at the door he walked really fast towards me

"Where were you last night?!"

"I was out with the girls, I told you"

He then grabbed me harder

"You never told me!"

"Yes, I did. I told you yesterday when you were busy playing your game talking to some chick on there."

I got mad prying his strong grip off of me. and walked away he grabbed my hand and pulled me back with that sorry face.

"Baby, I'm sorry I didn't remember. Please forgive me. Did I hurt you?"

Hurt and upset that he doubted me I started crying

"You did hurt me, But my arms and wrist don't matter... I'm hurting inside. And that takes a long time to heal. I cant believe you."

As i took my wedding ring off and through it at him i ran down stairs he ran after me and begged and plead for forgiveness.

I turned around and slapped him. He froze and stood there as i yanked my and out of his and walked to the door. The next thing you know he grabbed me and pulled me back into the livingroom and let me go. He said

"You're not going anywhere"

"I will go anywhere anytime i damn well please. I didn't marry you so you could take control of me!"

Then his face changed to being guilty

"I didn't mean to hurt you baby. It was jealousy. I couldn't help it..."

I cried as i said

"Don't you remember when you promised to me that nothing in the world will make you hurt me. And that you will never raise your voice nor your hand at me..."

"Baby, please don't leave me. I don't know what I will do if i lost you..."

"You lost me the minute you doubted me."

I walked towards the door and pass him as he stood there. He grabbed my hand pulled me in his arms and laid a strong violent kiss on me as i fought back and tried to pull away but his grip was so hard i felt was if i was going to die. His tongue reaching for mine as couldn't fight anymore I bite his tongue. He let me go hurting as i fell to the floor crawling trying to get away. He jumped on top of me and started kissing me all over as i tried to get away he stood up and carried me on his shoulder as i keep hitting him trying to get him to put me down.

"I didn't mean to hurt you baby. I can't live without you."

He took me upstairs and threw me in bed as he got on top of me pined both my hands down as he ripped my shirt off with his teeth. Traced his tongue around my breast and came back to my lips i looked into his eyes with tears he smiled

"I love you baby"

I was angry yet I loved his so much... I wanted him but I didn't. I was mad. So i fought back as he pinned me down harder I pull away and he moves up. He moved both my hands to my head as he uses one hand to hold them down he started undressing him self. Still struggling yet turned on. He then moved himself in between my legs as i try pulling away. He thrusted in me slowly till i started fighting back harder. Then he thrustes harder and faster the more i fight the faster he went I started clawing him but it just seemed to turn him on even more. I finally found a way to escape as i started crawling off the bed and stood up he pushed me to the wall lifted me off the floor and started thrusting in me then his lips looking for mine as he kissed me violently... I gave up... He was so sweaty and hot... He turned me on... And i gave in to his kiss.

Then my dog started barking... Dangit!

Who are the guys in my dreams?

Its funny how some people always wonder who the guys in my dreams are and wonder if it is them. Well theres many reasons to why I don't post anyones name or tell anyone who they are.

First of all its just a dream lol

Second: What if it was you? But i really don't feel that way towards you but you take it the wrong way? Thats not good lol

Third: What if it is you and I do feel that way about you? Whats the point though I probably wont go any further lol.

Well theres more reasons but I think those are important enough ^^.

Not sure why....

I'm not sure why but I don't sleep often yet dream every time i close my eyes even if it was just for a few minutes.

Sometimes i wonder what the purpose in dreams are especially to me since I dream oh so often. I read up on dreams but all of them would tell you something different so what is real? What is the purposes in my dreams?

Question remains unanswered.

I dont want to be alone...

Walking in the dark where theres nothing around me and nothing in sight. Suddenly i stopped walking as my feet hit something. I bent down reaching for the only thing that existed with me at that time and as my fingers touched a warm flesh i got to my knees and asked *hello? Are you ok? Where are we?*

No Answer, I moved in closer and closer hoping to be able to see this person he/she whatever this person could be. Then i heard grunting noises as i stood up slowly and backed out. Then the grunting noise stop. I wanted to run but my legs were paralyzed. I don't know whats standing in front of me but my feet were rooted to the ground. I looked down at my feet trying to get it to move pulling on it as if it was to save my life.

I tried to calm myself down just to noticed I was there alone. My legs were free i started running around looking for whatever whoever that was. It was something, someone.... means i'm not alone. I don't want to be alone... I ran and ran till my feet felt light and i was floating for 3 seconds and down i went. I fell fast so fast it felt as if I was getting sucked in by gravity. I closed my eyes and woke up.

Odd work dream

So I was working and one of my co worker walked in wet like he just jumped in a swimming pool dragging his wet self into the store as he leaves a puddle of water behind with ever heavy shivering cold step he took stood in front of me and looked at me. I said *go get some clothes!* he answers with I don't have any here.* I then looked at him and looked around *Um... go buy clothes in the store???* he says he don't have money. So I stood up and took my pretty white sweater with a dragon on the front and the back to him ( which oddly i couldn't remember where i placed that sweater i liked it a lot lol).

I handed him my sweater and he walks away and comes back in my sweater oddly fits him perfectly lol which i usually wear big sweaters anyways.

And just to see him come out with the sweater i noticed all i was in was my bra and shorts lol.

From the start when i saw myself in a white sweater i knew it was a dream lol. Second thing that made me noticed even more??? Um... bra and shorts Hello!!! lol

Confusing

You know when you have mixed dreams just about everyday you don't know what to think anymore. Sometimes dreams can be warnings or even hints. Sometimes my dreams makes me want to follow the signs but reality hits and i don't. But i always wonder if I should take that step. I will never know until i try but i have that fear, everyone does that things might not turn out how it seems like it would.

It's better left alone if its great how it is. Then take a step forward just to fall and hurt even more.