What is it...?

Waking up to a stomach ache as I run to the bathroom and quickly bend over to the toilet as I feel something stuck in my throat. I close my eyes and keep trying to push harder and i feel a load lifted off my throat I fell backwards and leaned towards the wall breathing. Then i heard noises from the toilet as I sit here and wonder what could it have been. I sat up and slowly moved over to the toilet and all I see it dark dark water... As if it was ink...

I reached up to flush the toilet then i saw bubbles coming up. I stopped for a few seconds then the bubble was gone. I reached up once more and finally flushed it. I stood up fast still looking into the toilet. While the dark water slowly was flushed away the clear water caved in and there it was... I came closer to see what it is... It's breathing... I can see it's organs move... And its heart...

I started feeling dizzy as my throat starts to hurt and burn i threw up once again in the toilet all over it... and all that came out of me was blood.

It opened it's eye and jumped out at me. And started tearing up my face... Last i can remember was when it tore out my eyes.

Insane...

I'm eating away on something infront of me that i can really put my mind to figure out what it was. Then i heard a noise behind me when i looked back all i saw was woods and the leafs moving. I stood up fast and darted after whatever it was that was staring at me. I can feel my heart race as everything around me was moving in slow motion. I finally caught up to a women running for her life. I thought for a second

Is she running from me?

I was finally next to her as I look at her she saw me and fell to the ground. Looked up at me frightened as if i was a monster.

It's ok. I'm not going to hurt you. What are you running from?

She looked at me with a disgusted look. I can feel my body burning up as she started backing up. I stood there as my body was numb and i fell to the floor. She stood up and ran away. After a few minutes i got back on my feet and walked back to where I came from. I reached the prey I was feeding on earlier. Not much was left but bones. I finally saw a wallet on the floor, I picked it up and opened it a picture fell out of it when i picked it up it was a picture of the lady that ran away from me, a men and a little girl. Standing next to them was me.

I stopped for a second and looked around. I saw a little girl laying at the other tree from where i was back facing me. I came closer and patted her back. Her body fell back and all I saw was an empty stomach. There was nothing left of her organs, her eyes were rolled up and her mouth was full of insects. I got scared and backed up really fast. And my hand hit something... I looked down and there was the mans head next to me. I closed my mouth and ran away fast.

I sat not far away from them and started trying to think about what happened here. But nothing. I started feeling very hungry... then I smelt something really good... I stood up so fast and started running towards it. My blood was boiling I couldn't control myself. In a blink of an eye whatever it was I took it down and started tearing it up. I heard screaming and I stopped.

I looked up and looked around for it. Then i heard hard breathing underneath me. I looked down and there she was laying there with her stomach opened. Staring at me... I stood up and backed away as I looked at my hands full of blood...

I then hear all these noises around me all the trees were moving... then people, deformed people started coming out of the woods surrounding me... next thing I knew they were tearing me apart...

Happiness...

Eating dinner at a table full of people I don't know as everyones laughing and talking having fun. I felt a squeeze at my hand. I look down and there was this cute little girl with dark hair in two pony tails holding onto my hand signaling and pulling me down. I lean down and she reached for my ear.

Mommy, I go poo poo...

I looked at her shocked and chuckled as i stood up fast and moved the entire table just about flipped it over. I widen my eyes and look around embarrassed not sure how i did that till i looked down and I'm pretty darn sure with the size of my stomach I'm pretty far in (pregnant). Everyone ran to me asking if I was ok apparently everyone knew but me that I was pregnant. I think the shock on my face made them worry. The little girl kept pulling my hand.

Ayana, let your mom sit down. Grandma will take you.

I was even more shocked, thats always been a name i wanted to name my first girl... I looked at her and she walked with the lady that claimed to be her grandmother as she kept looking back at me. She looked familiar but I couldn't figure out who she looked like. As her and the lady faded into the hall way i started to have a stomach ache as I held to my stomach I felt the baby kicking. Once again the shock on my face scared everyone and they called the ambulance.

I started feeling contractions. As I look around for someone... I couldn't figure out who I was looking for. Ayana ran to me held my hand crying as they put me in the ambulance. On the way to the hospital I had a very hard time breathing they gave me oxygen and insert an Iv as they gave me med's to relief the pain i was in. Ayana held my hand crying...

Where's daddy where's daddy

She screamed. That's when I started to wonder... where is he?

I can't tell how long it was, the pain... was unbearable... It felt as if the metal bar on the bed was melting. I started crying and suddenly everything got blurry from my vision to my hearing... I heard a voice... as someone grabbed my hand. I looked over he had the doctors outfit on with the mask I still couldn't see who he is...

I'm here baby, I'm here for you.

I felt relief... and happy... Then I heard a baby...

It's a boy!

I looked at the baby when the nurses showed him to me... and my visions turned into darkness. The pain was gone.

A little noise and something wiggling by my side woke me up. I slowly opened my eyes and there he was... my beautiful healthy baby boy... I held him tight.

Isn't he beautiful... just like you...

I looked over at him and smiled but the rooms light was off.

Thank you for giving me our wonderful children.

Get some sleep baby.

He kissed me and I closed my eyes with a smile and a tear drop dangling from my lashes of happiness.

A Wonderful Dream in a Dream

Waking up in a very bright light in my face as I hover my hand over my eyes and sat up walk towards the window to look outside. I stood there frozen cold to the beautiful sight of snow falling. I ran outside and raised my hand out as if I was hugging a huge teddy bear and fell straight into the snow.

I finally sat up after soaking the snow into my clothes and looked around. All the snow was gone. The place looks familiar but I couldn't recall to where it was. I stood up and looked behind me the house I walked out of isn't there anymore.

Mya

A gentle voice whispered my name. I looked behind me and there was a guy standing there waving at me but he was too far away for me to see if I know him. I walked towards him as I felt warmer I looked down at my clothes and it changed. I was in very warm attire. I looked back up and there was this huge beautiful gold building infront of me. There he was at the door waiting for me. He reached out his hand and i held onto it since i have no idea where i was.

Inside was beautiful... everything was made out of ice and crystal... and inside the building it was snowing... He walked me to the elevator as it was made of ice i could see everything... made in ice it was dazzling with beautiful lights. We reached the top as I look down from the top i felt like a queen. I looked behind me and he was gone.

I stood there enjoying the view inside the castle as I slipped and fell down the 50th story. As I fell down I felt a cool breeze and fell into someones arms...

Opened my eyes I was in a very fancy ball gown and he was in a white tuxedo with a mask on. Hes so mysterious... so romantic...

He let me down without letting go of my waist as we danced. I was drowning in his beautiful loving eyes... to finally noticed that there were so many people around u s dancing as the spot light was on us. There were feasts and drinks everyone was enjoying their selves. As i look at him and close my eyes... I can feel his warm lips on mine... When our lips separated I opened my eyes and I was laying in bed... in the same house i remember waking up from when i looked outside... there was no snow... What a wonderful dream in a dream...

Unfaithful

I remember running out of the door and down the street chasing after someone till I stopped at the corner of the street scanning the streets for that someone. I finally see him standing with a girl kissing her.

I slowly approach him as i reached him my body trembled and I raised my hand up to just touch his arm. He turned over looked at me and pushed me away. I stood there crying she looked at me with a smirk on her face as he kissed her again. I fell to the floor as i reached up to him. He turned over and kicked me in the stomach as i fell over into the streets.

I laid there in pain as blood started coming out of me as I slowly black out...

Who was the monster after all...?

Woke up to a loud thump outside my window. I sat up and walked to the window. Looked outside and saw him standing there throwing flowers at my window. I smiled as he waved me down stairs. I put on my robe and walked down stairs there he was standing by his car passenger door waiting for me as I walked closer he grabbed my hand and kissed me.

His lips were so juicy as I fall deep into our kiss. Our tongues were dancing as we share our saliva... I closed my eyes and fell deep into a love comma... Then suddenly his lips started shaking. I opened my eyes and I see yellow eyes... I backed up fast... And he fell to the ground as I hear the sound of something cracking... he looked at me with those yellow eyes... hands reaching for me...

I stood there frozen with tears down my cheek as my eyes burn watching him in pain... I walked over to him and held his hand... touched his face as I can feel the veins... Tears falling down his eyes mixed in with blood as it drips down on my thigh...

What... is happening... to you...

He looked at me with sad eyes as his body start to shiver... He closes his eyes and laid his head on my shoulder... I held him tight...

Everything will be ok baby... everything will be ok...

And I hear a loud howl at my ear as he falls to the side twitching... I looked at him and smile as I look at my hand... There was blood all over my hand and in my hand was his heart...

You will always be with me.

I woke up...

Teddy Bears Giggles....

Have my Ipod on listening to music as I stock up on the shelfs with Valentines day stuff such as mugs with stuffed animals and candy in them, Stuffed animals etc etc...

Suddenly I heard someone call my name i looked up took my headphones out of my ear and no one was around and suddenly i noticed I was in a hall, and endless hall full of shelves... piled up with all kinda of toys...

Hello?

Then I heard giggles from everywhere and a loud sound like thunder hit the lights went out...

I started hearing laughs and giggles as I hear things drop to the floor around me. I got scared and curled up with my head between my knees and closed my eyes. And suddenly I hear that loud noise again. Slowly opened my eyes and look up... All the shelves are empty...

Where did all the toys go? I wondered to myself... I looked around me and nothing. Then i heard a faint giggle above me. When i looked up the ceiling was covered in toys and stuffed animals. They all had red eyes and in a blink of an eye it was raining toys and stuffed animals. They a started tearing me up... And I woke up...