I sat there crying as he made fun of me. In tears trying to tell him to stop but just can't seem to get the words out. I rush out the door crying as I ran down stairs. He never went after me i sat there waiting and waiting and finally drove on home.
I made it home and laid down in bed as I stare at the phone waiting for a phone call or text from him, but nothing. I sat up and pulled out my crafting table as I put together a very cute item. As I was making it I had a smile on my face thinking about him as i wipe my tears away. After I was done I laid down as I wait by the phone and yet nothing. I fell asleep.
Opened my eyes to a knock on the door. I ran to the door and all i can see in the peep hole was a bunch of flowers with a teddy bear and a big balloon saying I'm sorry, forgive me? I love you. I smiled opened the door and he gave me a big hug.
We sat down on the couch and he held my hand.
Baby, I promise you that I will never do that to you again. I didn't mean to hurt you. I love you.
I smiled at him and nodded. He held me tight as we watched TV... and everything faded slowly... I fell asleep in his warm arms.
Every dream of mine is blogged and eventually published in dream books and ill be written into a short story.
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
My promise...
I was on the phone sitting in bed while i hear people screaming driving dangerously... I stand up and look outside the window as people were scattering everywhere. Traffic everywhere... people dead on the floor. Houses burning...
Baby, get out of there! He yelled to me.
I will be ok. I promise.
As I said that I started smelling something burning behind me, When i turned around my entire room was on fire. Turn back to the window and it was gone. I was trapped.
Baby, I'm sorry. I can't keep my promise... I love you... may we meet in our next life...
The fire consumed me as I screamed. I can hear him yelling no in the phone... as i lose it.
I opened my eyes and sat up looking around me and everything was burnt down... just ashes flying in the air as the wind slowly braces the smoke around me... I hear a car stop and foot steps rushing in behind me. I turned around and there he was standing there where the door should of been. He looked at me and i stood up and ran to him. He fell to his knees as I made it in front of him.
I'm sorry baby I didn't make it on time... You promised me you'd be ok... YOU PROMISED ME!
I look at him shocked and reached down to touch his face... my hands couldn't feel a thing... I fell to my knees and looked at him... as he cried in pain...
But... I am here... (I whispered)
He stood up and walked right through me he stopped and turned around. As if he knew I was there. That was the last thing I remember... as everything faded away...
Baby, get out of there! He yelled to me.
I will be ok. I promise.
As I said that I started smelling something burning behind me, When i turned around my entire room was on fire. Turn back to the window and it was gone. I was trapped.
Baby, I'm sorry. I can't keep my promise... I love you... may we meet in our next life...
The fire consumed me as I screamed. I can hear him yelling no in the phone... as i lose it.
I opened my eyes and sat up looking around me and everything was burnt down... just ashes flying in the air as the wind slowly braces the smoke around me... I hear a car stop and foot steps rushing in behind me. I turned around and there he was standing there where the door should of been. He looked at me and i stood up and ran to him. He fell to his knees as I made it in front of him.
I'm sorry baby I didn't make it on time... You promised me you'd be ok... YOU PROMISED ME!
I look at him shocked and reached down to touch his face... my hands couldn't feel a thing... I fell to my knees and looked at him... as he cried in pain...
But... I am here... (I whispered)
He stood up and walked right through me he stopped and turned around. As if he knew I was there. That was the last thing I remember... as everything faded away...
Cheater
The beautiful view of the ocean, blue clear sky... white table cloth flying in the cool breeze... people dressed up nicely sitting there waiting for something. I stood there staring at how beautiful everything was... there was that huge 5 layer cake next to the table full of gifts wrapped in many color wrapping paper with wedding bells...
My bangs were in my face floating after the wind. I raised my hand to move it out of my face till i noticed I have white gloves on i looked at my hands and there was a very beautiful ring on my wedding finger. As I puzzled someone held my hand very tight. I looked over and there he was smiling at me. I looked down and I was in a beautiful wedding dress... Everyone stood up as the music started i looked towards the sound of the music there was a very big beautiful piano as a beautiful girl was playing it. I smiled and walked down the isle with him.
And BOOM! A loud explosion went off behind us when everyone started screaming and looking behind them. The cake blew up. I held onto him when a saw a pregnant girl hold onto something that seems like a remote control. She had all these dynamites on her. As we tried to get away...
STOP! You take one more step and that piano blows up!
The girl playing the piano was still there she was told not to move as she cried sitting there begging for us to help her. We heard another explosion right after she pressed another button. One of the gifts blew up.
What do you want?! I yelled at her
What do I want? (she laughs like she was going insane) What DO I WANT!?
She pointed at him. I looked up at him as I backed up. He looked shocked and kept his eyes on the ground...
What did you do...? I asked him with a shivering voice...
He looked at me with the sad look
It was a mistake... She's crazy... i love you... only you...
NO! I yelled at him.
The girl laughed
He doesn't love you! When he was with me he promised me everything and that he would never marry anyone but me! He told me you were just his toy... You were his BANK! He was just gonna marry you and divorce you and take your money. But then... he ignored me and our baby...
I fell to the floor and laughed at myself. He came over and tried to get me up. I pushed him away.
Get away from me you bastard...
He stood up and grabbed my hand really hard my wrist started hurting i tried to fight back and he used all his strength to hold me up.
IF I CAN'T HAVE YOU NO ONE WILL! He yelled in my ear.
Let me go!
He raised his hand and slapped me so hard i could barely hear anything... and a loud explosion happened the piano blew up the pieces of wood was flying everywhere as well as the body parts of the girl there was a piece of wood that unluckily pierced into my hip. He stood there and look at it laughing. He put his foot on the piece of wood and put pressure on it...
STOP! Let her go! The pregnant girl yelled.
You want me to let her go? What do you want from me? Huh? After you screw up my plans now you think you have a chance with me anymore?
You think I want to be with you after what you did to me and now treating her like that?
We heard the police sirens as he threw me to the side and ran off I caught his leg as he was trying to run away he fell to the floor. The pregnant girl ran over to us. he stood up kicked me in the stomach and ran off as the girl caught up to him. She held him tight and said you will be mine forever now. She pressed the button and BOOM!
My bangs were in my face floating after the wind. I raised my hand to move it out of my face till i noticed I have white gloves on i looked at my hands and there was a very beautiful ring on my wedding finger. As I puzzled someone held my hand very tight. I looked over and there he was smiling at me. I looked down and I was in a beautiful wedding dress... Everyone stood up as the music started i looked towards the sound of the music there was a very big beautiful piano as a beautiful girl was playing it. I smiled and walked down the isle with him.
And BOOM! A loud explosion went off behind us when everyone started screaming and looking behind them. The cake blew up. I held onto him when a saw a pregnant girl hold onto something that seems like a remote control. She had all these dynamites on her. As we tried to get away...
STOP! You take one more step and that piano blows up!
The girl playing the piano was still there she was told not to move as she cried sitting there begging for us to help her. We heard another explosion right after she pressed another button. One of the gifts blew up.
What do you want?! I yelled at her
What do I want? (she laughs like she was going insane) What DO I WANT!?
She pointed at him. I looked up at him as I backed up. He looked shocked and kept his eyes on the ground...
What did you do...? I asked him with a shivering voice...
He looked at me with the sad look
It was a mistake... She's crazy... i love you... only you...
NO! I yelled at him.
The girl laughed
He doesn't love you! When he was with me he promised me everything and that he would never marry anyone but me! He told me you were just his toy... You were his BANK! He was just gonna marry you and divorce you and take your money. But then... he ignored me and our baby...
I fell to the floor and laughed at myself. He came over and tried to get me up. I pushed him away.
Get away from me you bastard...
He stood up and grabbed my hand really hard my wrist started hurting i tried to fight back and he used all his strength to hold me up.
IF I CAN'T HAVE YOU NO ONE WILL! He yelled in my ear.
Let me go!
He raised his hand and slapped me so hard i could barely hear anything... and a loud explosion happened the piano blew up the pieces of wood was flying everywhere as well as the body parts of the girl there was a piece of wood that unluckily pierced into my hip. He stood there and look at it laughing. He put his foot on the piece of wood and put pressure on it...
STOP! Let her go! The pregnant girl yelled.
You want me to let her go? What do you want from me? Huh? After you screw up my plans now you think you have a chance with me anymore?
You think I want to be with you after what you did to me and now treating her like that?
We heard the police sirens as he threw me to the side and ran off I caught his leg as he was trying to run away he fell to the floor. The pregnant girl ran over to us. he stood up kicked me in the stomach and ran off as the girl caught up to him. She held him tight and said you will be mine forever now. She pressed the button and BOOM!
Burn...
Found myself walking down a dark alley as the mist blurs my vision. I can smell something near me as i turn around and pointed my pistol at that general direction. I can see a human figure even darker then the darkness in the alley by me. It started heading towards me as I back up. I heard a loud noise and started shooting at it as it's blood gushed all over me showering me with hot boiling blood as it starts to burn me, I turned away quickly and ran as I take off my shirt and start wiping myself off. I darted out into the street under the street light pointing my gun at the direction I came from... the alley...
I held my breath as my skin starts to burn. Suddenly I heard lightening as i looked up to the sky. Dark dark clouds were heading this way flowing with extremely strong wind. The rain, heading my way slowly it was melting everything it touches... It was raining acid...
I ran as fast as I could away from the rain but it finally caught up to me... As the acid slowly covered me up... my flesh was slowly melting off of me as piece by pieces of my body falling off, I dropped the pistol... One of my eye popped from the heat as i scream and hold on to it with the last arm thats burning slowly painfully...
The rain stopped... by time I looked up there it was the dark shadow in the light... still just a shadow... I picked up the pistol fast with the last hand I have and aimed towards the shadow as I shot at it. It laid it's hand on my head... I felt the blood boiling inside of me and slowly blood came out of my eyes, ears, nose and mouth. He finally let go as I fell to the ground on my back... The shadow turned around and walked away... As i watch him leave the acid rain once again washed me to death.
I held my breath as my skin starts to burn. Suddenly I heard lightening as i looked up to the sky. Dark dark clouds were heading this way flowing with extremely strong wind. The rain, heading my way slowly it was melting everything it touches... It was raining acid...
I ran as fast as I could away from the rain but it finally caught up to me... As the acid slowly covered me up... my flesh was slowly melting off of me as piece by pieces of my body falling off, I dropped the pistol... One of my eye popped from the heat as i scream and hold on to it with the last arm thats burning slowly painfully...
The rain stopped... by time I looked up there it was the dark shadow in the light... still just a shadow... I picked up the pistol fast with the last hand I have and aimed towards the shadow as I shot at it. It laid it's hand on my head... I felt the blood boiling inside of me and slowly blood came out of my eyes, ears, nose and mouth. He finally let go as I fell to the ground on my back... The shadow turned around and walked away... As i watch him leave the acid rain once again washed me to death.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
WOWSERS!
Laying there staring at the beige ceiling with a black fan just flapping away as i try to count the rounds it makes. My vision blurred out as I heard explosions outside. I sat up quick ran to the window and there was this little girl in the back yard. I ran out the door and down stairs as fast as i could and something in front of me blew p i fell back and wiped my eyes and there she came a long a little girl dressed like Chun Li (lol). She ran to me and held my hand
Mommie ok? Did Bee Bee hurt you?
I looked at her (she looked like me when I was 8 years old.
Mommies ok Bee Bee, What are you doing?
Daddy said I need to practice to fight monsters.
Monsters?
Yup yup yup! She replies like how i say it.
I stood up and she held my hand as we walked back into the house. A voice in the house yelled out to me.
Mya! Come here!
I ran in and saw a guy standing there with a little boy thats dressed up in a tuxedo. He ran to me
Mommie mommie I learned something new! Look!
He stepped back and vanished. I looked around for him and looked at the man that shouted for me. I felt a little hand hold onto mine. And he appeared holding my hand.
I held him up and smiled.
Daddy, taught me how to disappear he calls it VANISH!
I laughed at him. As him and Bee Bee ran to the back yard again. Their dad came over to me and held me tight looking into my eyes and smiled.
Baby, Are you ready? He chuckled and looked at me.
For what? I asked him back with a puzzled look on my face.
Then we heard explosions in the back and Bee Bee screaming. We ran to the back yard opened the door and it was a Tornado formed in the back.
BEE BEE! ETHAN! Stop it now! Said their dad.
BUT DAD! He started it! He won't stop pulling my hair! She yelled back at us.
NU UH! She kept calling me names! He said.
STOP IT NOW! Their dad yelled.
The explosions stopped. Bee bee was just standing there pouting. But the Tornado was still going but without the dirt from the explosion. He reached his arm out and caught Ethan. Ethan hanging on his dads arm looked at us and giggled. Ethan was let down.
Both of you go take a shower now. He told them with his finger pointing at the house. They ran inside while pushing each other. We stood there and laughed at them as we watch them go through that door. When we looked back at the yard everything was destroyed. Barely any green grass left. We just laughed.
Suddenly, there was a very strong wind from up above as if it was a helicopter. We looked up and there was an airship (yes I said air ship lol). And Bowser (yes, lol from Marios) jumped down it felt like an earthquake. The kids ran back out and stood next to us as we all took our stance and waited.
Bowser laughed and we heard a yell
Help me help me!
We looked up and saw the Princess screaming for help. Ethan ran vanished, Bee Bee started making explosions around Bowser. Ethan showed up pulled on Bowser's tail and started running really fast all around causing a Tornado covering Bowser's view. My husband darted towards the ship as i shockingly watch him jump up that high he grabbed the Princess and came back down. He was so cool watching him rescue her it was like in the movie!
Baby! Your turn!
I looked at him and i felt my hands burning. I looked at my hands and it was on fire. I looked up at Ethan.
Ethan now!
Okies Mommie!
Ethan stopped and jumped over to where we are. My body started floating as my whole body was in flame. Bowser still couldn't see much of anything due to the dirt but when he finally saw me
FLAMING KISS!
I yelled and blew him a kiss. My kiss was a big flame ball as it hits him. The tornado blew him in the air as Bee Bee made a big explosion under him. I came back down and we all stood there. As the smoke and dirt disappeared there he was sitting on the floor with band aids on him like in the game lol. He stood up and jumped up to the air ship and flew away.
Mommie look! The kids yelled.
Go get it honey! He yelled out to me.
I looked up and there was this huge 1 up! lol
My husband grabbed me and we jumped up to the sky as the wind blows in our face...
Mommie ok? Did Bee Bee hurt you?
I looked at her (she looked like me when I was 8 years old.
Mommies ok Bee Bee, What are you doing?
Daddy said I need to practice to fight monsters.
Monsters?
Yup yup yup! She replies like how i say it.
I stood up and she held my hand as we walked back into the house. A voice in the house yelled out to me.
Mya! Come here!
I ran in and saw a guy standing there with a little boy thats dressed up in a tuxedo. He ran to me
Mommie mommie I learned something new! Look!
He stepped back and vanished. I looked around for him and looked at the man that shouted for me. I felt a little hand hold onto mine. And he appeared holding my hand.
I held him up and smiled.
Daddy, taught me how to disappear he calls it VANISH!
I laughed at him. As him and Bee Bee ran to the back yard again. Their dad came over to me and held me tight looking into my eyes and smiled.
Baby, Are you ready? He chuckled and looked at me.
For what? I asked him back with a puzzled look on my face.
Then we heard explosions in the back and Bee Bee screaming. We ran to the back yard opened the door and it was a Tornado formed in the back.
BEE BEE! ETHAN! Stop it now! Said their dad.
BUT DAD! He started it! He won't stop pulling my hair! She yelled back at us.
NU UH! She kept calling me names! He said.
STOP IT NOW! Their dad yelled.
The explosions stopped. Bee bee was just standing there pouting. But the Tornado was still going but without the dirt from the explosion. He reached his arm out and caught Ethan. Ethan hanging on his dads arm looked at us and giggled. Ethan was let down.
Both of you go take a shower now. He told them with his finger pointing at the house. They ran inside while pushing each other. We stood there and laughed at them as we watch them go through that door. When we looked back at the yard everything was destroyed. Barely any green grass left. We just laughed.
Suddenly, there was a very strong wind from up above as if it was a helicopter. We looked up and there was an airship (yes I said air ship lol). And Bowser (yes, lol from Marios) jumped down it felt like an earthquake. The kids ran back out and stood next to us as we all took our stance and waited.
Bowser laughed and we heard a yell
Help me help me!
We looked up and saw the Princess screaming for help. Ethan ran vanished, Bee Bee started making explosions around Bowser. Ethan showed up pulled on Bowser's tail and started running really fast all around causing a Tornado covering Bowser's view. My husband darted towards the ship as i shockingly watch him jump up that high he grabbed the Princess and came back down. He was so cool watching him rescue her it was like in the movie!
Baby! Your turn!
I looked at him and i felt my hands burning. I looked at my hands and it was on fire. I looked up at Ethan.
Ethan now!
Okies Mommie!
Ethan stopped and jumped over to where we are. My body started floating as my whole body was in flame. Bowser still couldn't see much of anything due to the dirt but when he finally saw me
FLAMING KISS!
I yelled and blew him a kiss. My kiss was a big flame ball as it hits him. The tornado blew him in the air as Bee Bee made a big explosion under him. I came back down and we all stood there. As the smoke and dirt disappeared there he was sitting on the floor with band aids on him like in the game lol. He stood up and jumped up to the air ship and flew away.
Mommie look! The kids yelled.
Go get it honey! He yelled out to me.
I looked up and there was this huge 1 up! lol
My husband grabbed me and we jumped up to the sky as the wind blows in our face...
Monday, February 7, 2011
Possed...
Woke up to a fever as I was taken to the emergency room. Sat down in front of a machine that looked like what an optometrist uses the Dr walks over and sits in front of it. Gave me these big headsets to put on.
Sit straight and open your mouth.
She looks into the machine and sat there for a while.
Doc, you ok?
No answer. I sat there for a couple minutes and bent down looking into the thing to see if shes ok. Her eyes turned cold stone grey and it was glowing. I sat up straight and yelled for a nurse. The nurse ran over
I don't think the doctors doing alright look.
The nurse looked into the machine and backed up really fast and walked away. I looked at the nurse as she was walking away fast when i looked over the doctor was standing in front of me in my face saying
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU SO MUCH
As she turned around and walked away fast. I sat there for a bit then i heard screaming in the other room and everything got quiet. No one was around. I took my headset off which lead to my hair falling out of the bundle. My hair was long to my back and wavy. I looked at my hair behind me as I felt hot air at my neck i looked around back and the doctor was at my face with blood all over her. I screamed and fell off the chair. She fell onto me with a knife as she tries to stab me. I started screaming for help and when i looked around me as I tried to keep her from stabbing me there was blood everywhere and i saw nurses on the floor dead.
She was so strong I had to use all my strength and still couldn't get her off me. Finally he came over and knocked her off me. The doctor stood up fast and ran towards him pushed him back fast as he slipped on a wire and fell to the floor. She sat on him screaming as she stabbed his chest. Every stab into his chest i felt it and I was bleeding out of mine. I can feel the pain as I slowly go breathless... My vision went blurry as she stands up soaked in his blood. She walked over to me. And stabbed my eye as that was the last thing i saw...
Sit straight and open your mouth.
She looks into the machine and sat there for a while.
Doc, you ok?
No answer. I sat there for a couple minutes and bent down looking into the thing to see if shes ok. Her eyes turned cold stone grey and it was glowing. I sat up straight and yelled for a nurse. The nurse ran over
I don't think the doctors doing alright look.
The nurse looked into the machine and backed up really fast and walked away. I looked at the nurse as she was walking away fast when i looked over the doctor was standing in front of me in my face saying
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU SO MUCH
As she turned around and walked away fast. I sat there for a bit then i heard screaming in the other room and everything got quiet. No one was around. I took my headset off which lead to my hair falling out of the bundle. My hair was long to my back and wavy. I looked at my hair behind me as I felt hot air at my neck i looked around back and the doctor was at my face with blood all over her. I screamed and fell off the chair. She fell onto me with a knife as she tries to stab me. I started screaming for help and when i looked around me as I tried to keep her from stabbing me there was blood everywhere and i saw nurses on the floor dead.
She was so strong I had to use all my strength and still couldn't get her off me. Finally he came over and knocked her off me. The doctor stood up fast and ran towards him pushed him back fast as he slipped on a wire and fell to the floor. She sat on him screaming as she stabbed his chest. Every stab into his chest i felt it and I was bleeding out of mine. I can feel the pain as I slowly go breathless... My vision went blurry as she stands up soaked in his blood. She walked over to me. And stabbed my eye as that was the last thing i saw...
I'm not real...?
A parade is going on as I wander around people looking for something on the ground. I kept searching and scanning the floor. Finally found my destination I stopped in front of the fun house.
As I walked in, the mirrors were reflecting off my face. Each mirror was a different emotion on it's face as it glares at me. I keep searching for my way out as they actually move out of the mirror in front of me. I was feeling uneasy so I ran and made it out. As i stepped out of the door someone grabbed me and pulled me back into the fun house. I fell to the floor and blacked out.
When i opened my eyes I noticed I was on the floor in a very dark room. Theres nothing but one spot light right above coming down on me. I closed my eyes and tell myself
I's just a dream it's just a dream....
I opened my eyes. And surrounding me was copies of myself hundreds of them around me.
Your'e not real your'e not real your'e not real...
They said that over and over and over. As they approach me they started changing into creatures... They started getting deformed as they come closer. I closed my eyes... and woke up.
As I walked in, the mirrors were reflecting off my face. Each mirror was a different emotion on it's face as it glares at me. I keep searching for my way out as they actually move out of the mirror in front of me. I was feeling uneasy so I ran and made it out. As i stepped out of the door someone grabbed me and pulled me back into the fun house. I fell to the floor and blacked out.
When i opened my eyes I noticed I was on the floor in a very dark room. Theres nothing but one spot light right above coming down on me. I closed my eyes and tell myself
I's just a dream it's just a dream....
I opened my eyes. And surrounding me was copies of myself hundreds of them around me.
Your'e not real your'e not real your'e not real...
They said that over and over and over. As they approach me they started changing into creatures... They started getting deformed as they come closer. I closed my eyes... and woke up.
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